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Saturday Jan 05, 2013

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Little blog in the New Year!!
And review of last year...
Well, it was time 2012 ends, because this end of the year has been a bit crappy. Mainly due to money problems ... and an exponentially lack of motivation to work. In recent months, I plan to open a guest house of a Maghreb happened "long term project" to a "medium-term project." And if I had not had problems of money, it would be changed to "short-term project." While I know it's a way of escaping my problems here in France ... but it all goes beyond a desire to change your life, and link it to my love for the Maghreb.

Otherwise, in early 2012, I had five good resolutions. It is time to take stock!!
Resolution No. 1: move. Done (removal June 30) I like a lot my new apartment, and I spent my summer vacation to develop. That's the big thing about this past year.
Resolution No. 2: travel. Done. In April, I returned to Tunisia (4th trip there in the space of 4 years). My heart bleeds thinking about this country and all its troubles. I hope that will clear the horizon for its citizens...
Resolution No. 3: continue my work on myself ... and try to find a girlfriend. The combination of the most incredible ... I advanced on the job. According to my therapist and my sophrologist, there are advanced. I feel it too. I was not bad back, and I suffered a bit during the months of May and June ... but hey, to go through it to make it get better ... As love, nothing new, except that I cleaned up a lot of old stories I rotted head. That's a start...
Resolution No. 4: convince my brothers and sisters to provide a common gift to our parents for their 50th wedding anniversary. Achieved in part because one of my sisters are not involved ... but because I had not talked to her ... because she was not invited by our parents ... Well, shit ... Nothing family history others to add.
Resolution # 5: I grow a mustache. Made and then abandoned. When I was in Tunisia, I tried to let it grow, but my pilous system is not great, so the result was not at all conclusive. So I shaved all the way back to France.
Outcome: 3.5 out of 5 (I count one point for resolutions 1 and 2 completed, and half a point for the other three!). Not too bad...

For 2013, I have not made good resolutions. I too made last year! I'll let it come. I'd go back to the Maghreb ... but I'd also have a dog. I think about it seriously anyway. But first, I have to solve my money problems.

Finally, I will conclude by talking about my hero, my dad. After 50 years of wedding with my mother, he was offered a bike. I think it's great (I do not know how to explain it). But crazier is that he had not had a bike since he shared with his father before going to war in Algeria. There is more than 52 years! Somehow, it is quite symbolic because he sacrificed himself for his family (our so-called family) all his life, and he enjoys a bit of life now. He's right...

En franais

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Petit blog pour cette nouvelle anne !!
Et bilan de lanne dernire
Bon, il tait temps que 2012 se termine, car cette fin danne a t un peu merdique. Essentiellement d des problmes dargent ainsi quun manque de motivation exponentielle pour le travail. Lors des derniers mois, mon projet douvrir une maison dhtes au Maghreb est pass dun projet long terme un projet moyen terme . Et si je navais pas eu des soucis dargents, il serait pass projet court terme . Certes, je sais que cest une faon de fuir mes problmes ici en France mais cela va tout de mme au-del par une envie de changer de vie, et la lier mon amour pour le Maghreb.

Sinon, en dbut 2012, javais pris 5 bonnes rsolutions. Il est temps de faire le bilan !!
Rsolution n1 : dmnager. Cest fait (dmnagement le 30 juin) ; mon nouvel appartement me plait normment, et jai pass mes vacances estivales lamnager. Cest le gros point positif de cette anne passe.
Rsolution n2 : voyager. Fait. En avril, je suis retourn en Tunisie (4e voyage l-bas en lespace de 4 ans). Mon cur saigne en pensant ce pays et tous ses dboires. Jespre que lhorizon se dgagera pour ses habitants
Rsolution n3 : continuer mon travail sur moi-mme et essayer de me trouver une petite amie. La combinaison la plus invraisemblable jai avanc sur le travail. Daprs mon psy et ma sophrologue, il y a des avancs. Je le ressens aussi. Cela ma pas mal retourn, et jen ai souffert un peu durant les mois de mai et juin mais bon, faut passer par l pour que cela aille mieux Ct amour, rien de nouveau, si ce nest que jai fait le mnage dans pas mal danciennes histoires qui me pourrissaient la tte. Cest dj a
Rsolution n4 : convaincre mes frres et surs pour offrir un cadeau commun nos parents pour leurs 50 ans de mariage. Ralis en partie tant donn quune de mes surs ny a pas particip mais parce que je ne lui en avais pas parl parce qu'elle na pas t invite par nos parents Bref, histoire familiale merdique Rien dautres ajouter.
Rsolution n5 : me laisser pousser la moustache. Ralise puis abandonne. Lorsque jtais en Tunisie, jai essay de me la laisser pousser, mais mon systme pileux nest pas super ; donc, le rsultat ntait pas du tout concluant. Jai donc tout ras en rentrant en France.
Rsultat final : 3.5 sur 5 (je compte un point pour les rsolutions 1 et 2 ralises, et un demi-point pour les trois autres !). Pas trop mal

Pour 2013, je nai pas pris de bonnes rsolutions. Jen ai trop pris lanne dernire !! Je vais laisser venir. Jaimerai repartir au Maghreb mais jaimerai aussi avoir un chien. Jy rflchis srieusement en tout cas. Mais avant, il me faudra rgler mes problmes dargent.

Enfin, je vais terminer en parlant de mon hros, mon pre. Suite ses 50 ans de mariage, avec ma mre, il sest offert un vlo. Je trouve cela gnial (je ne sais pas comment lexpliquer). Mais le plus fou est quil navait pas eu de vlo depuis celui quil partageait avec son pre, avant de partir faire la guerre dAlgrie. Soit il y a plus de 52 ans !! Quelque part, cest assez symbolique du fait quil sest sacrifi pour sa famille (notre soi-disant famille) toute sa vie, et quil profite un peu maintenant de la vie. Il a bien raison


VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
philomen:
Je l'espre aussi !

smile Bonne continuation toi aussi...
Jan 23, 2013
lait:
Hey merci toi! Je suis contente que le set te plaise smile

Merci de ton soutien <3
Mar 13, 2013

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