azazellemoine

3 months without writing on my blog ... Boo, I will break records of inactivity!

My summer holidays have passed too quickly. After my move, I spent a lot of time to develop my new apartment. With the sport that I was next (cycling and swimming), my five weeks of holidays are past at breakneck speed.
In fact, I had difficulty return to work. During the first month, I dragged myself to work. No motivation.
This lack of motivation was accentuated by bad management methods from my boss. The worst was to promise a bonus that was not able to pay me later ... I had announced before the holidays. I therefore took the opportunity to develop my apartment. Problem: after the holidays, he told me he could not pay me! I ended up with nearly 700 Euros in the red!! Since I'm backing round to restore a balance in my finances. With taxes to pay, it is quite complicated. I'm afraid to spend the holiday season restricted. And I could not go on a trip next year ... Fuck!!!!

Ah yes! During my vacation, so I did a bike ride, I saw a big snake on the road in my city. I was very surprised to see this shit here! I have a phobia of snakes. And this one did not look like those in most of the region. A big thing and all black with a tiny head. Well, in this case, I do not know if it's him or me that had the most fear. Still, I pushed a sacred scream and, for several weeks, I expected to see him (including my new apartment!!)!!!

Otherwise, I'm out with a girl in September. But hey, out is a big word. We went for a drink or two sets and then it was seen a few days later for dinner together. Ultimately, there is absolutely nothing happened ... This led me to ask myself a lot of questions about what I expected from this relationship and, more generally, my relation to women.
Sometimes I have the feeling that I'll end my life alone with my heart withered...
Fuck!!!!
(Yes, two "fuck" in the same blog, but it's much sums up the last few months ...)

I finish with this pic. I love it!!