It's time to blog a bit.
On this first day of the year is a little time to take stock of the past year and future projects.
Regarding last year, I must say it was pretty strong emotions. I've been up but mostly fucking low. In January, it started badly. It was during that month I did the mourning of my thesis and I saw my hopes disappear to start a love affair with Crush Physio. For my thesis, it was not of sufficient quality to be sustained. I knew a long time but until now no one had the intellectual and professional honesty to tell me. When I received my pre-thesis statement, I took a slap but it at least had the merit of putting things clearly. Since I moved on. I know I did my thesis with its qualities and defects. It was a long process which I really took the lead but I had the merit of carrying the way.
As for my story with Crush Physio, I've realized in recent months that I had not completely turned the page. Certainly, I think I need to go elsewhere but I still think about her. During the month of December, I even thought about the recall but I wonder what it will. Since then, she had to move in her life and she may be with someone. He would be very lucky ... Anyway, this story was for me the opportunity to put things in place in my life and try to open myself to someone. Of course, the person in front of me was not ready to make a long way with me, but in my work where I have been listening and attentive to her needs, I advanced in my positioning personnel and this will serve me again when I am ready to hunt me.
Still on the subject of my stories of heart, I saw Crush Habibi last month. We have been slow to see us because she rejected every time our interview. I was also done much to rethink Crush Physio that doing so ... Anyway, when I saw Crush Habibi, this was an opportunity to see where she was and if there was a possibility of something of us. In the end, she changes many things in her life except her boyfriend! This is another door that closes to me, but all is not lost. On the contrary, even if I lose a contender, I gained a good friend. It's not bad! With Little Crush is the second person who is positioning herself in relation to me this year. To quote one of my nieces, by dint of collecting good friends, I find a good one that would share some more with me!
In short, 2011 was a Russian mountain feelings matter. I lost my love (Crush Physio) but I found two friends (Little Crush, and Crush Habibi).
2011 was also a year when I started doing a lot of work on myself. It took the shape of my regular consultations with my relaxation therapist and my psychologist. It begins to bear fruit (I sleep better) but I think there is still much work to do ... It's not easy every day but I think that this will be beneficial for me in the end...
Otherwise, 2011 was also a good year in some areas. First, I started in learning to swim! I'm progressing slowly but I already did a lot of progress since September. That's cool because when I go to my next vacation, I can swim a little. That will do me good.
On the other hand, 2011 was a year where I also realized that in hard times, I had people around me who believed in me and support me when needed. I refer to one of my nieces, but also to my father and my uncle. The latter two, in the biggest setback I experienced this year were able to find the words to comfort me and help me turn the page.
Now, the resolutions for 2012. In fact there are more projects than resolutions.
Resolution No. 1: change apartments. Now that I've been up (this happened in November!), I can resume my research project for a new apartment. I will definitely move from March to July. Once I have my new apartment, I buy a double bed. This sounds stupid but it is also a step for me in my opening at anyone.
Resolution No. 2: travel. I intend to return to North Africa this year. It is now almost 18 months I have not stayed in Tunisia (September 2010 the last time) and it will make 10 years in February I made my first trip to Morocco. I would see based on the price of tickets when I will go ... but I wonder if I will not go to Algeria.
Resolution No. 3: to continue my work on myself to open up and find me a girlfriend.
Resolution 4: trying to convince my brother and sisters to share a gift for 50th wedding anniversary of our parents at the end of the year. It is not won and I did not take too much head to do so. If I see that it does not move, I will apply a lesson from my sophrologist "letting go"!
Resolution No. 5: I grow a mustache ... I was advised the several occasions I'll see if I start.
Well, now I'm going to do something I have long expected: review my Faves. Indeed, reading blogs and looking at the sets, I realized that two SG were no longer part of my faves, whereas before it did. In addition, these two women are part of my favorites among the SG and I had to put them back in my faves. This is Bob and Luscious. So my main list of Faves to be followed by a secondary list.
First, Sunshine. I find her amazing and is proof that a woman over 30 years can be quite sensual. I'm tired of the cult of youth surrounding! My two favorite sets (for various reasons)
Oh Sunshine!
Lovely sunshine
Ajilee. Oh my God! She turns my head to each of her sets. I love!! Especially since she is brown. 3 sets in particular
That by which I discovered her
Ajilee - First time I see her
That by which I found just superb
Ajilee - Private teacher!
That by which she boils my blood!
One Tequila please!
Rigel. I thought remove her of my faves, but when I saw she was no longer active on the site, I kept ... for some reason...
Essence. Oooooooh ... She fascinates me. She is, physically, my ideal woman! And she looks a lot like Crush Physio (especially since she has changed hair!!). ... She is my toxin...
Waikiki!! How to say ... I love being resuscitated on the beach by a girl like her!
Rescue me!
Unless she comes to work in my apartment!
For the workers!
Glitch !
Campbell! And yes, I love the brown! She is also very close to my ideal woman.
Vesta!!! Ah! I love the originality of some of her sets.
Amina! I have not seen immediately her leg. Amina is one of the SG that fascinates me the most...
Nixon!! One of the SG that I'd like to meet ... Another woman over 30 who has nothing to envy youngers!
Bully. Essentially for this set
Where is Bully? She is in the kitchen
Emi. I just realize that she too is no longer active on the site. Too bad...
Vivid ! Wouou.
Bob!!! Ah! I love her blogs and side geek! Again, one of SG I would really like to meet!
Luscious!!! As Sunshine, Bob or Vivid, among my favorites!!
Blyss She also boiled my blood!
Lainey. Another brown !
Sylent!! Same conclusion that all previous brown: I like!!!
Lee !
With Vesta
At last, Bounty Her eyes
That's it. On my second list, which could be found?
First, girls who were in my Faves before:
Machete
Siv
Sawa
Coralee
Lovely (discovering this set, I told myself that SG was not only a site to find women in all their beauty, but it was also a site for guys masturbate! Porno chic?)
Pthalo
Plum!!! One of the girls that I love most here. I love reading her little friendly blogs!
Ah yes! There is no French in the list (unless I am mistaken). This is normal and easily explained! For me, the SG who are in my faves are representations of my ideal woman or my phantasms. For the most part, there is the dream there and it is important to me that all dreams are not realized. While I'd like to meet some, it is unlikely to happen one day.
However, it is more likely (although this may never happen) I met some French SG. Indeed, one of them is in my city and at the same site where I work ... But hey, if I had to give two faves French, it would undoubtedly Mnemozyne (what a beauty, she subjugates me)
and Yanna (my first real fave).
Finally, my favorite Hopeful. It must at all costs she passes in pink ... so vote for RitaVonNeurosis!!!!
See you later!
On this first day of the year is a little time to take stock of the past year and future projects.
Regarding last year, I must say it was pretty strong emotions. I've been up but mostly fucking low. In January, it started badly. It was during that month I did the mourning of my thesis and I saw my hopes disappear to start a love affair with Crush Physio. For my thesis, it was not of sufficient quality to be sustained. I knew a long time but until now no one had the intellectual and professional honesty to tell me. When I received my pre-thesis statement, I took a slap but it at least had the merit of putting things clearly. Since I moved on. I know I did my thesis with its qualities and defects. It was a long process which I really took the lead but I had the merit of carrying the way.
As for my story with Crush Physio, I've realized in recent months that I had not completely turned the page. Certainly, I think I need to go elsewhere but I still think about her. During the month of December, I even thought about the recall but I wonder what it will. Since then, she had to move in her life and she may be with someone. He would be very lucky ... Anyway, this story was for me the opportunity to put things in place in my life and try to open myself to someone. Of course, the person in front of me was not ready to make a long way with me, but in my work where I have been listening and attentive to her needs, I advanced in my positioning personnel and this will serve me again when I am ready to hunt me.
Still on the subject of my stories of heart, I saw Crush Habibi last month. We have been slow to see us because she rejected every time our interview. I was also done much to rethink Crush Physio that doing so ... Anyway, when I saw Crush Habibi, this was an opportunity to see where she was and if there was a possibility of something of us. In the end, she changes many things in her life except her boyfriend! This is another door that closes to me, but all is not lost. On the contrary, even if I lose a contender, I gained a good friend. It's not bad! With Little Crush is the second person who is positioning herself in relation to me this year. To quote one of my nieces, by dint of collecting good friends, I find a good one that would share some more with me!
In short, 2011 was a Russian mountain feelings matter. I lost my love (Crush Physio) but I found two friends (Little Crush, and Crush Habibi).
2011 was also a year when I started doing a lot of work on myself. It took the shape of my regular consultations with my relaxation therapist and my psychologist. It begins to bear fruit (I sleep better) but I think there is still much work to do ... It's not easy every day but I think that this will be beneficial for me in the end...
Otherwise, 2011 was also a good year in some areas. First, I started in learning to swim! I'm progressing slowly but I already did a lot of progress since September. That's cool because when I go to my next vacation, I can swim a little. That will do me good.
On the other hand, 2011 was a year where I also realized that in hard times, I had people around me who believed in me and support me when needed. I refer to one of my nieces, but also to my father and my uncle. The latter two, in the biggest setback I experienced this year were able to find the words to comfort me and help me turn the page.
Now, the resolutions for 2012. In fact there are more projects than resolutions.
Resolution No. 1: change apartments. Now that I've been up (this happened in November!), I can resume my research project for a new apartment. I will definitely move from March to July. Once I have my new apartment, I buy a double bed. This sounds stupid but it is also a step for me in my opening at anyone.
Resolution No. 2: travel. I intend to return to North Africa this year. It is now almost 18 months I have not stayed in Tunisia (September 2010 the last time) and it will make 10 years in February I made my first trip to Morocco. I would see based on the price of tickets when I will go ... but I wonder if I will not go to Algeria.
Resolution No. 3: to continue my work on myself to open up and find me a girlfriend.
Resolution 4: trying to convince my brother and sisters to share a gift for 50th wedding anniversary of our parents at the end of the year. It is not won and I did not take too much head to do so. If I see that it does not move, I will apply a lesson from my sophrologist "letting go"!
Resolution No. 5: I grow a mustache ... I was advised the several occasions I'll see if I start.
Well, now I'm going to do something I have long expected: review my Faves. Indeed, reading blogs and looking at the sets, I realized that two SG were no longer part of my faves, whereas before it did. In addition, these two women are part of my favorites among the SG and I had to put them back in my faves. This is Bob and Luscious. So my main list of Faves to be followed by a secondary list.
First, Sunshine. I find her amazing and is proof that a woman over 30 years can be quite sensual. I'm tired of the cult of youth surrounding! My two favorite sets (for various reasons)
Oh Sunshine!
Lovely sunshine
Ajilee. Oh my God! She turns my head to each of her sets. I love!! Especially since she is brown. 3 sets in particular
That by which I discovered her
Ajilee - First time I see her
That by which I found just superb
Ajilee - Private teacher!
That by which she boils my blood!
One Tequila please!
Rigel. I thought remove her of my faves, but when I saw she was no longer active on the site, I kept ... for some reason...
Essence. Oooooooh ... She fascinates me. She is, physically, my ideal woman! And she looks a lot like Crush Physio (especially since she has changed hair!!). ... She is my toxin...
Waikiki!! How to say ... I love being resuscitated on the beach by a girl like her!
Rescue me!
Unless she comes to work in my apartment!
For the workers!
Glitch !
Campbell! And yes, I love the brown! She is also very close to my ideal woman.
Vesta!!! Ah! I love the originality of some of her sets.
Amina! I have not seen immediately her leg. Amina is one of the SG that fascinates me the most...
Nixon!! One of the SG that I'd like to meet ... Another woman over 30 who has nothing to envy youngers!
Bully. Essentially for this set
Where is Bully? She is in the kitchen
Emi. I just realize that she too is no longer active on the site. Too bad...
Vivid ! Wouou.
Bob!!! Ah! I love her blogs and side geek! Again, one of SG I would really like to meet!
Luscious!!! As Sunshine, Bob or Vivid, among my favorites!!
Blyss She also boiled my blood!
Lainey. Another brown !
Sylent!! Same conclusion that all previous brown: I like!!!
Lee !
With Vesta
At last, Bounty Her eyes
That's it. On my second list, which could be found?
First, girls who were in my Faves before:
Machete
Siv
Sawa
Coralee
Lovely (discovering this set, I told myself that SG was not only a site to find women in all their beauty, but it was also a site for guys masturbate! Porno chic?)
Pthalo
Plum!!! One of the girls that I love most here. I love reading her little friendly blogs!
Ah yes! There is no French in the list (unless I am mistaken). This is normal and easily explained! For me, the SG who are in my faves are representations of my ideal woman or my phantasms. For the most part, there is the dream there and it is important to me that all dreams are not realized. While I'd like to meet some, it is unlikely to happen one day.
However, it is more likely (although this may never happen) I met some French SG. Indeed, one of them is in my city and at the same site where I work ... But hey, if I had to give two faves French, it would undoubtedly Mnemozyne (what a beauty, she subjugates me)
and Yanna (my first real fave).
Finally, my favorite Hopeful. It must at all costs she passes in pink ... so vote for RitaVonNeurosis!!!!
See you later!
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plum:
Thank you for that hug :3
morgause:
Mme face des collgiens rcalcitrants XD ?