azazellemoine

The night of Friday to Saturday was horrible ... I wondered what would happen and how I could see her sitting in physiotherapy when she has just put a wind.
On Saturday morning I decided to call to cancel the appointment we made. I also thought to tell her how I felt for her. Of course, at the time of the call, I lost all my resources! I then told her that I preferred to cancel our appointment and that it had nothing to do with her but it came from me. She told me that it was stupid but she accepted my decision. I then hung up the phone without being able to say more.
This call did not at all relieved, on the contrary!
I decided to do something I had never done and I don't think I'd ever: her business card on which she had told me her mobile number, e-mail was there too indicated. So I decided to write her an email where I could tell her everything.
I write her a mail when I spotted her what I felt for her. I tried to make her understand that although it was not just due to our professional relationship with her but because I had seen things that I liked and even the qualities I'm looking specifically for a woman (in particular her open-minded).
So I sent her this mail, hoping to read it carefully, but without waiting for an answer.
Strange as it seemed, I felt relieved after sending the mail.
I thought that our relationship would end as well, but in fact it was just beginning ...

PS: Today I did not listen to music while writing these lines, but the TV was on.
PS2: A thought for all Norwegians.