(pic by Krousky)
This is totally not interesting for you but if most of the time I share my body with you, for once I want to share my heart, my feelings...
I am watching Grey's Anatomy and I think this is the reason why I am so sensitive (and I am a really sensitive person) Anyway I just send a sms to my ex BF who is my actual sexfriend and his answer is so heartless like he doesn't care about me.
We are not together since february for any really strange reasons but I am always in love with him. Even if I am the kind of person who put the bad things in a box in my head, lock the box and put away the key, sometimes this things reappear. Most of the time when you think you are ok.
I just don't understand him, don't understand why sometimes he is SO nice with me like a gentleman (always when we are together) and when we are not together he is a prick!!!
I am a strong woman I don't need any man in my life to be happy (if I can have good sex of course) but sometimes love someone who doesn't love you it's hard.
Well well well... It was the tearful blogpost sorry but I just need to write about that, about my broken heart, about my pain.
Thanks for reading me
