Loneliness is a weird thing.
You can be lonely surrounded by thousands of people in the city.
You can be lonely in the middle of the woods with nothing around you.
In the middle of the ocean.
But it all feels the same.
I have been moved into my apartment in Allston for four days now.
My boyfriend left an hour ago to go back to WV to get ready for a two
month long tour.
I got a job though two blocks from my place. Just something to hold me over
until I find a good bartending job. I don't have an internet connection yet. Just pirating when I can.
So this might be my last update for a while.
If everyone that reads this will just leave me an uplifting comment, I think it will help the days go by
a little easier.
Oh, and by the way....I finally got my chest piece.
xoxo
Ayne
You can be lonely surrounded by thousands of people in the city.
You can be lonely in the middle of the woods with nothing around you.
In the middle of the ocean.
But it all feels the same.
I have been moved into my apartment in Allston for four days now.
My boyfriend left an hour ago to go back to WV to get ready for a two
month long tour.
I got a job though two blocks from my place. Just something to hold me over
until I find a good bartending job. I don't have an internet connection yet. Just pirating when I can.
So this might be my last update for a while.
If everyone that reads this will just leave me an uplifting comment, I think it will help the days go by
a little easier.
Oh, and by the way....I finally got my chest piece.
xoxo
Ayne
soledbythe:
Allston isn't a bad place, and your on the T so there's plenty of bars out there for you! I feel ya though, its sometimes confusing how lonely you can get in a huge city, there's people everywhere, doing all sorts of things. I say get out there and enjoy this nice weather we are having! Keep your chin up!
jozsef:
A virtue of studying Adlerian psychology and neuroscience is the realization that we are all in most respects the same, and this provides a very comforting sense of closeness with everyone. At the same time, there is no-one exactly like any of us, so there will be an unavoidable sense of isolation on occasion. Appreciating others is a surprisingly good substitute for being appreciated and it has the virtue of being within our control, in addition to other benefits that you can undoubtedly imagine. 