0
Sooo...less than two months from now, I'm going to be 21, muthafuckas! A Friday no less!

I wanna plan this shit out NOW.

I'm thinking: dinner at Satay House in Berkeley, followed by a rousing round of shots and overall debauchery at the bar across from Satay House.

Who's in?

And I still say that the cover of Head like a Hole sucks.

My many...
Read More
VIEW 17 of 17 COMMENTS
tofubot:
i hate you ayla... why does your birthday have to be the day after i move out?!

i wanna eat yummy asian food up in bezerkly with yas too. frown

tofu "robot"
twwly:
miao!!
0
No...my god no.....no no no no.

Just...no...

BAD DAVEY HAVOK!!!!

BAD AFI!!!

YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO COVER NIN'S SONGS ANYMORE!!!!!
VIEW 17 of 17 COMMENTS
papawheelie:
sorry i havent gotten back to you. i was slammed and then out of town and then sick. if you try calling again we can figure out a time for you to come by
tofubot:
oh dear sweet jesus, i don't even wanna hear that. i refuse to hear it... no no no no no no no!!!!!!

and e-mail on the way.

tofu "robot"
0
Hi ho, hi ho, it's off to Jason's I go.

His niece is the cutest thing EVER.


In other news, Davey Havok is still beautiful, I'm in lust like always, and I miss my ex, Brenton, like whoa.

Be jealous of me?

No....

Make fun of me?

Yeah, that sounds about right.
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
mistressmissy:
oh and i was supposed to make fun of you apparently.
umm
you're a dork who likes creed way too much and you hung out WAYYY too much at this gawd aweful website known as the chathouse.
halloween party baby hahahahhaa
or was it the asylum? or even the rave.
blah. gawd we were dorks.
biggrin
carpe_diem:
always love, never making fun
0
Okay, wow, couple of past days have been a trip. Especially last night. Perhaps I should bring you up to speed...

Almost two weeks ago, I was evicted from the place I was staying, told to get at 1 pm with a deadline of 6 pm. So my friend Marisa, came down from Petaluma and picked me up and let me stay with her. BUT,...
Read More
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
matthewomen:
YO!
clicheguevara:
crazy stuff, kinda, haha
0
There are a few things I've been thinking about today. Time to get them off my chest....theoretically speaking.

- I'm actually proud of who I am and what all I've accomplished in my life. At nearly 21 years old, I've endured a kind of life that would normally lead to a complete breakdown of the psyche and would leave me in a mental facility for...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
steveneurotic:
I loves ya and support ya 100%. But you prob already knew that. wink kiss
yuriel:
hon i happen to be very proud of you
and fuck that friend heh.
psst yeah im with steve but you definitely knew that wink
i would like fantasies 2 and three with a side order of number one from the regular lay tongue
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love
if all else fails one can always be a stubborn ass and refuse to just take it... that always gets to them biggrin
0
I woke up today, and for the first time in months, I felt great.

I felt relieved.

Like this huge weight has been lifted off of my chest.

I haven't felt like this in a really long time.

I know that I should feel guilty, I should feel bad for something I just did, but I can't, because it was necessary.

Sometimes you just wake...
Read More
VIEW 18 of 18 COMMENTS
morbidangel:
There are places like mine all over. I wasn't saying you should come work with me. We are actually full right now. It was just a suggestion of a good line of work that requires little or no background but with huge potential. I would recommend it to anyone I like. smile
morbidangel:
Well, you'd have to pull the rings out for work, and also dress up, but is that really a problem? I don't see the retainer being an issue. Real Estate in general is such a lucrative market. It also happens to be filled with imbeciles. A smart (and cute) girl like you couldn't help but do well. Also, it is SOO easy to get your license. It's laughable. Don't take my word for it, look into it. It is also just one of many possibilities. I honestly wish I had gotten into this far sooner. I've spent six years in school for engineering and math degrees that I will probably never use. Don't make the same mistake I did. smile
0
Guess what kids?

It's go time.
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
wuvmonki:
But I'm not ready... I have to pee.

loveooo aaa
lydia:
Haha. I said "It's go time" just last night.
I love that line.
0
So here you go, I'm giving you a reason to take a jab at me.

I just found out that the press list for the Warped Tour was sent out Monday. After I had emailed last week, requesting press privileges.

So they sent me the request form too late.

So it looks like no Warped Tour for me. I have very little money, so I...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
cindi_slaughter:
me either... frown
yuriel:
that sucks frown *hugs ya*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
0
I was completely fine today. In fact I had been completely fine all week.

Now I have no appetite.

And my butterflies have come back. And I fee like crying, screaming, lashing out and acting exactly like the one who's doing this to me.

I wish that she could just get past her own insecurity and see just what she's doing to me and everyone...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
xhavokx:
*HUGS*
macki:
I'm 90% sure I'll be at warped tour.. if you see me, say hi... I think I'll be wearing this rotten.com shirt

oh, and if i don't want to get sunburned, i'll be wearing a humorously oversized yellow nerd hat smile

[Edited on Jul 02, 2004 6:21AM]
0
I really do hate unexpected turns in life. I really really do.

I wish I was better prepared for them.

In other news, two of my ex's contacted me.

Damn, but do the homies miss me.
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
lydia:
Oooh, I love the pic!
Cheer up! kiss
mnislahi:
i hate my exbf's mad if they would call me i would...
ok i need ot calm down...
heheh