ayla

Yeaaaah, remember that smile that seemed to have taken up a permenant residence on my face?

Well, guess what? THE FUCKER LEFT. Because now I'm faced with pulling $300 out of my ass by no later than Monday, or I can kiss that apartment goodbye. As it turns out, we were asked to give the full $1200 deposit, and the people who I'm moving in with said that if I don't get the money into them by Monday (or tomorrow, preferably), that they'll have me removed from the lease because they have someone else that can move in.

FUCKING GREAT! FUCKING FANTASTIC!

I get paid Monday. That check is only going to be around $200. I can't file my taxes because Pizza Hut hasn't issued out the W2's yet, I already have the ones from Togo's. So I'll still be stuck waiting. I emailed the grandparents, to see if they could help - but for some odd reason or another, they've refused to speak to me. Which is funny, because I haven't spoken to them since Christmas, and everything was fine then.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKUFUCK!!!! God fucking dammit! Just when I was this fucking close to landing a really great apartment and getting the hell out of where I'm living now....everything was going fine for once!!!! NOW WHAT!?!?!