ayla

...I was going to write about my day, even though nothing much happened, but I've lost that urge. Perhaps I'll address it later, after the interview, and lump it into a whole.

There is something, however, that I do feel that I should address; something I feel is not out of importance, but more or less necessity. And since it does deal with somewhat senstive matters, I shall forego my usual bluntness. This time, cryptic is key.

I know that there are some of you out there who read this journal. It is not a private journal, there is no blocking feature. So I know you'll be reading this.

I really don't know what the hell has been going on as of late, but it seems unfair to me that I'm coming under false accusations. I have been sparring with some people I know, and for the sake of everyone, especially myself, I decided to cut those people out of my life, as they were more harmful than helpful. Since then, I have not contacted them once.

Tonight, I recieved an email from someone I know. And in it were accusations that I find to be unflattering and completely false. So I shall address them here, as replying to that email was not a decision made available to me. But I will be heard.

I have cut off contact with some of you for a reason. It's not possible to be fighting with someone if you're not speaking to them, or rather, they refuse to speak to you. I am not the one who is creating the drama. You need look no further than yourselves.

I am not threatening anybody. Do you see any threats on here? NO. Do you see any threats in my Livejournal - which might I add, you have been locked out of, but are finding lackeys to cut, paste, and send you parts of my Livejournal. Again, no, you do not. Once again, either my statements have been misread, or you're creating more drama. You think I would condensed to address any of you in the aforementioned places, after all that I was put through? No, I would not. Perhaps you misread something I wrote? Believe it or not, my life doesn't revolve around ANY of you anymore. I can give you a reason to believe I may cause you harm. And trust me, you're ever so tempting me. But I will not stoop to any of your levels. I'm beyond that.

And how dare you accuse and assume I am friends with someone who I have had an obvious animosity towards. And even IF I had ever been friends with them, or even regarded to them at any given time without hostility, why is it any of your concern? Why would you care? Why SHOULD you care? I am allowed to converse with whomever I want, whenever I want, and none of you have control over that. Get used to it, control over other people's lives is something the lot of you aren't meant to have.

Let this be the last time I ever have to take time away from my life to address you and your insecurities. I said I want you guys out of my life and I meant it. You are nothing to me and you will never be anything to me again.

STAY OUT OF MY LIFE. If I have to do this again, I will be taking legal actions.

Heed the warning, leave me alone, and move on with your lives.