I woke up today, and for the first time in months, I felt great.
I felt relieved.
Like this huge weight has been lifted off of my chest.
I haven't felt like this in a really long time.
I know that I should feel guilty, I should feel bad for something I just did, but I can't, because it was necessary.
Sometimes you just wake up and realize that you need to cut certain shit out of your life.
Today was one of those times.
Edit at 7:10 pm: you guys wanted to see that lip ring?
There it is!
Heeee. Now I can PROVE I was edge!!! Or just under 21.
Yeah, I'm not edge anymore. I realized I claimed for all the wrong reasons. Not for myself, but for someone else. And they're not in my life anymore, so there.
I felt relieved.
Like this huge weight has been lifted off of my chest.
I haven't felt like this in a really long time.
I know that I should feel guilty, I should feel bad for something I just did, but I can't, because it was necessary.
Sometimes you just wake up and realize that you need to cut certain shit out of your life.
Today was one of those times.
Edit at 7:10 pm: you guys wanted to see that lip ring?
There it is!
Heeee. Now I can PROVE I was edge!!! Or just under 21.
Yeah, I'm not edge anymore. I realized I claimed for all the wrong reasons. Not for myself, but for someone else. And they're not in my life anymore, so there.
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morbidangel:
There are places like mine all over. I wasn't saying you should come work with me. We are actually full right now. It was just a suggestion of a good line of work that requires little or no background but with huge potential. I would recommend it to anyone I like. 
morbidangel:
Well, you'd have to pull the rings out for work, and also dress up, but is that really a problem? I don't see the retainer being an issue. Real Estate in general is such a lucrative market. It also happens to be filled with imbeciles. A smart (and cute) girl like you couldn't help but do well. Also, it is SOO easy to get your license. It's laughable. Don't take my word for it, look into it. It is also just one of many possibilities. I honestly wish I had gotten into this far sooner. I've spent six years in school for engineering and math degrees that I will probably never use. Don't make the same mistake I did.