ayla

{mood}: distraught, at a loss
{music}: none

I can't remember the last time I haven't felt butterflies in my stomach.

I can't remember the last time I ate properly.

I can't remember the last time my emotions weren't running rampant, going insane.

I can't remember the last time I felt normal, or could go through a day without worrying about a fight, or being bullied and scared into submission.

I can't remember the last time I wasn't this fucking scared for someone.

I want so badly for things to get back to the way they used to be.