That silly son of a bitch who founded the Aryan Nation died this week.
In other news: back to Charlotte tomorrow. I hope I can finally tie up all the loose ends from both Charlotte and DC/Baltimore while I'm t/here, so I can finally get on with my life. Its going to be wierd going to see all these shows at theatres I used to run/design all the sound at, but just be...like..an audience member
I got an A- in my preproduction class. Next semester I'm taking a production class, a screenwriting class, and something called "Aesthetics of Cinema".
I practice playing a lot; but its never enough. Its funny, you know? When I was really young, I wanted to be good enough to play in a punk band; but my crippled ass could bearly stand up straight to hold the thing and my fine motor skills were shit, and I was dyslexic, and blah, blah, blah, [insert reason to give up music entirely here)....years later, I'm good as I wanted to be then--hell, much better; except now I want to play music thats a zillion times more complex. Ambition. always. Overwhelming ambition--the kind that is taylor made to overwhelm me, no matter how hard I work or practice.
I helped my mom move/unpack more boxes today. You know, I've lived in three major cities in a single year and helped my sister move to a forth, not to mention the ten zillion other times I've had to uproot my life in the last 22 years; I'm fucking tired of boxes, and not having a permanent home, and having relationships that I know for sure have to be temporary, and not being able to finish or a commit to a goddamn thing. And I hate drugs. Really.
My tarrot reading was pretty bright looking; the jist of it was "you will see many major (proverbial) trainwrecks and plane crashes, but always learn vicariously and never actually 'crash' yourself". And, you know, all and all, I think I'm about to enter a new part of my life; I live in an entirely new place, I'll have a job I enjoy, I have all the preliminary college-english-math-etc. BS complete; I can finally just...be. You know?
Well...tell me a story. Like...what music was on when you lost your virginity? What do you wish had been on? What is the sexiest music you've ever heard?
In other news: back to Charlotte tomorrow. I hope I can finally tie up all the loose ends from both Charlotte and DC/Baltimore while I'm t/here, so I can finally get on with my life. Its going to be wierd going to see all these shows at theatres I used to run/design all the sound at, but just be...like..an audience member
I got an A- in my preproduction class. Next semester I'm taking a production class, a screenwriting class, and something called "Aesthetics of Cinema".
I practice playing a lot; but its never enough. Its funny, you know? When I was really young, I wanted to be good enough to play in a punk band; but my crippled ass could bearly stand up straight to hold the thing and my fine motor skills were shit, and I was dyslexic, and blah, blah, blah, [insert reason to give up music entirely here)....years later, I'm good as I wanted to be then--hell, much better; except now I want to play music thats a zillion times more complex. Ambition. always. Overwhelming ambition--the kind that is taylor made to overwhelm me, no matter how hard I work or practice.
I helped my mom move/unpack more boxes today. You know, I've lived in three major cities in a single year and helped my sister move to a forth, not to mention the ten zillion other times I've had to uproot my life in the last 22 years; I'm fucking tired of boxes, and not having a permanent home, and having relationships that I know for sure have to be temporary, and not being able to finish or a commit to a goddamn thing. And I hate drugs. Really.
My tarrot reading was pretty bright looking; the jist of it was "you will see many major (proverbial) trainwrecks and plane crashes, but always learn vicariously and never actually 'crash' yourself". And, you know, all and all, I think I'm about to enter a new part of my life; I live in an entirely new place, I'll have a job I enjoy, I have all the preliminary college-english-math-etc. BS complete; I can finally just...be. You know?
Well...tell me a story. Like...what music was on when you lost your virginity? What do you wish had been on? What is the sexiest music you've ever heard?
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ilovemikehunt:
yeh, but we're a different kind of perverted.
xatreyux:
AHAHAHAHAHA!!! that just makes me hurt because im laughing so hard!