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Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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blah, so many ups and downs....


UP: my new hairs ROCK!! no more bleachy, mismatched nastiness; just 7 or so colors that blend all my troubles away....mmmmm.... love


DOWN: flat tire on my way to a basketball game depleted my paltry savings account, leaving me with no financial safety net whatsoever....again.... mad


UP: lots of hugs n kisses to/from a certain dreamy man kiss


DOWN: covered a nasty, 4 fatality accident recently. when shooting the wreckage, i looked inside a van and saw a teddy bear slumped over in the front seat and blood spattered all over the ceiling....and felt NOTHING which bugs me out frown


UP: have gone through all of my shit- everything has a place which means no more random piles of stuff all over my house


DOWN: will probably have to move out in a few months anyway- as much as i love love love my cool little cottage, so do a family of mice who are too smart for mousetraps- don't even get me started on my landlord...


UP: have had the motivation to run lately, which feels GREAT and insures this booty of mine will continue to tand up and salute


DOWN: I am about to have to shrink my already laughably unrealistic workload down by 5 hours a week, which is not going to happen. I am going from a guaranteed wage to hourly, which gives me 40 hours a week to do 50 hours worth of work instead of the 45 I was previously paid for. And if I go under 40 hours I am paid less so I have to clock in at EXACTLY 40 hours per week or face a pay cut- and going over 40 hours is "out of the question" mad


UP: i still have my health.....


DOWN: ....but i am rilly pissed off, mostly because of work and being poor. yes i will snap out of it but i must rant surreal





hope everyone had a swell valentine's; mine rocked actually as i had mentioned i got my hairs did by a hottie and i will post pictures AS SOON AS MY GODDAMNED @#$%^^!!! WORK EMAIL COOPERATES $$#@%%^!!!


....it's time for a drink. rock on, all you lovelies and I hope your nights are less cranky than mine love kiss biggrin
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inked4life:
I guess I get to see the hair on Saturday!!! Hopefully you will having more ups than downs to come soon. I just ignore the downs myself.. biggrin Figure they will go away eventually.
Feb 17, 2005
bentman:
Wow, that's a rollercoaster life you got right now. But things will even out. At least you got your dreamy man!
Feb 17, 2005

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