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kk. Know how I broke up with my girlfriend a few weeks ago? Well my phone is broken so my husband has been letting me use his so this morning after he went to class, I looked at his text messages. They've been talking...nothing freaky or sexually driven...just about...yeah..you guessed it...ME! Fucking great, eh? It's worse. I talk to her about all sorts of things...or I did at least. I did mention her boyfriend alot because he's my bestest friend besides my husband. He's been there for me through ALOT of rough patches...all completely platonic. He is JUST a friend. Ok, yeah...I think he's hot as Hell but that doesn't change the fact that I'm married and was dating my husband when we met. Anyway, so she texts my husband telling him a joke and whatnot. He's concerned because I was upset because she wasn't talking to me and asked her why.
get this shit (direct quote):

every time we talk she brings up (insert best friend's name) and how "close" they were. got tierd of it. shes got this jealousy thing thats gettin old. shes married with a baby. so ya

Isn't that just the fucking bitchest comment ever. "close"?! fuck...I almost dated him when hubby and I weren't exclusive yet. I fucking introduced them!!!!! Good fucking grief! I'm just so pissed. I obviously responded in a very rude manner which I sort of regret but I was half asleep when I read this. Ugh. The icing on top of an already shitty week. I don't even want to know what the fucking cherries are? zomg. I want to punch a box of kittens.

oh and hubby was sympathetic with her for some reason...to which she responded:

well u must get pretty upset. persoanly i think she still needs to grow up. but u know (insert guy's name) dont like her like that.



No shit, Sherlock. I never fucking said he liked me like that. NOONE said that. If I liked him like that I wouldn't have introduced him to someone I thought he would like in a lovey kind of way. HELLOOOOO? Fuck. Shit...PISS! gah. I fucking hate it when people talk shit about me. Oh...and I've also asked her politely to not text my husband (we were having trust issues at the time...me and hubby and her) and she still fucking did it. I got over it though once me and hubby worked everything out. So yeah...I was fine with it until I read this bullshit. FUCK! I'm mad.

I'm also embarrassed because if my "friend" has been telling her we're not friends all along that makes me look like such a fucking loser. I mean. We talk on myspace sometimes and he actually wrote me a really sweet message saying he missed our conversations and stuff. This was like 3-4 weeks ago. It was like a "hey...you know you're still my best friend and I miss you" kind of message. Maybe I should forward that to her. fuck that bitch. Anyway...I wouldn't really forward it. I wouldn't want to get him in "trouble" for talking to me. good God...what a possessive piece of shit bitch.

jealousy issues? GFDSAT#@U(UTFJI@TAW(SF! That's how mad I am...I can't even make coherent sentences. FUCK!

endrant.

I took a break and I feel better now. Sorry that was so bitchy. Oh well. Getting a little more personal than naked pictures. hahaha. I'm so glad I don't have to censor myself here. It's great.

Now. What happened today. I got up at like 6am because I had a bad dream about dinosaurs....lol. I'm so stupid. I went back to sleep after all the anger from the text messages made me tired again. When I got up I got online and answered emails and stuff.

I'm also working on my next set. I have a rough draft sort of thing of the pictures I've picked. I picked a few more than needed just in case I can't fix some of them. The lighting was weird but I think it looks cool cuz it's natural light. I dunno how SG will like it though. It looks great other than the sketchy lighting. Which I can fix.

Also...I did something totally bad! I don't think I should say what it is and I'm so embarrassed and hope to God I don't get caught....if you want to keep your opinions of me untainted don't read this.

Anyway...my dog has been puking randomly for like 3 days. I don't know what's wrong with her. I think she's been eating people food out of my daughter's high chair...like cheese and stuff. Hmmm. She ate my cookie right off the counter a few minutes ago while I was upstairs. I wanted to kill her. Well..it wasn't my cookie, it was my husband's but I bet I was going to end up eating it anyway. lol. I think I'll give him mine though even though he really wanted the oatmeal raisin one. Anyway...people food eating dog needs to stop puking.

Um. I got a sundress today...which I already broke. I was fucking around on the couch rolling off of it backwards cuz I'm weird and funny like that and the strap broke. Luckily, I think I can fix it. It's going to be a pain in the ass though. booo. I break everything. Minor breaks though...like stuff that doesn't really affect the performance of an item but it's annoying (except the strap on the sundress of course). I broke the little flap thingy that covers the plug in things on my husband's wii. He was pissed about that. I blamed it on the cat. lol. I'm terrible. I also colored on the wall once when I was little and wrote my brother's name. I'm just a mean person, I guess.

Anyway...I also got my daughter's Easter outfit and it's just adorable. I'll post lots of pictures eventually...like after Easter. lol.

Annnnd. I got 99cent panties from Wet Seal. hahahaha. They are super cute, too! And some cutesy knee high argyle socks with hearts and skulls on them. Awesome cuteness. And I got an ice cream cone. yay...ice cream. Rocky road! lol. Hmmm. I also ate yummy Italian. I loves me some tortellini. I think I'm going to learn how to make it. mmmmm.

So yeah. I was happy about the sundress but then I ruined it and now I'm sad again.

Plus, yummymohawkgirl might not be able to get a ride to the ATL bus station. booooo! I'm working on it though. I REALLY hope she can come. I've got like 3 photoshoots set up for her with great photographers.

And. My daughter won't go to bed again. She's rolling around like a crazy baby on acid or something. lol. She does that when she's tired but doesn't want to go to sleep. *sigh* I think I'm going to go rock her for a little bit and hope she goes to sleep. This is the end of the blog I suppose.

Thanks for listening (reading). Sorry it was such a downer. I'll hopefully wake up a little happier tomorrow.

oooo. One more story. This one is funny.
My husband has this Sergeant who is an instructor in my husband's training command. He's a complete douche to my hubby but of course my hubby has to be nice to him or he gets in trouble. lol. So yeah. He lives in our neighborhood and we saw him walking his dog yesterday and I think he specifically avoided going by our house even though the shortest way back is that way. hahaha. He's such a douche. He stares ME down whenever he sees me. hahaha. Loser. Anyway.....today we saw him walking again and he was coming towards us and he definitely saw my husband and I. We were driving the opposite way and saw him. My husband...being the nice Southern boy he is ... kinda does this sort of respectful nod and a slight wave. Ya know...the polite wave you do when someone lets you go at the stop sign...this douche looks RIGHT at us and just keeps walking. hahahaha. I just busted out laughing. I laughed my fucking ass off....and the windows were open and I KNOW he must of heard me. lmao. It was just hilarious to me. Then my husband and I enjoyed a nice 10 minutes or so of imagining different things he could say to Sergeant Douchfuck if he asked what I was laughing about. lol.
"well Sergeant...my wife thinks you're a douchebag" hahaha...what could he do about that, really? My husband wasn't stating his own opinion...he was just relaying what I said...and answering a question. lol. Sorry. We're easily amused. That kind of put me in a better mood thinking about how funny it was.

Ok. Really...must put my daughter to sleep.
ttyl.
Love,
Aydan!