aydanstorm

So. This is my first blog and I'm going to start out bitching.
So yeah. My husband such an asshole sometimes. He NEVER wants to have sex with me. It's horrible. I feel so fucking rejected! It goes beyond sex, though. I could maybe handle not having sex all the time if he'd at least show some affection. It hurts my feelings so freaking bad that he won't even cuddle with me. I cook, clean, and take care of OUR daughter 24/7. He won't let me get a job and I can't start school until next fall at the earliest. But I'm not bitching about that. I'm just saying that I'm stuck in the fucking house ALL day while he gets to at least go to his MOS school at night (He's a Marine). Then he comes home and goes straight for WoW. I was wearing a cute teddy the other night when he came home and nothing! I just feel so unwanted, unlovable, unsexy...
Sorry for the mopeyness...but I just went upstairs to snuggle with him and ask him what he wants for breakfast and he just rolled over...as usual. It's like a fresh burn to my self-esteem every time I get rejected like that...the littlest thing. omg! Anyway....thanks for listening...I'll write a happier one soon. lol