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Wednesday Nov 30, 2011

Nov 30, 2011
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Terrible day!

The day started well and good I managed to get up early and for once fresh out of bed. Silver did not struggle too much when giving him his antibiotics! Now only have 4 more days of medication left, going to be awesome not having to worry about his feet for a little while biggrin

During work the bad things started... I work with my dad who has diabetes and his sugar crashed badly. It started with him being displeased with the way I handled the machine at work. His rage was that of a very drunken and aggressive man. Started yelling at me, punching random objects and giving me death glares. When I walked up to ask for forgivness (not that I did anything wrong, just to be safe when I can see sugar is low) he pushed me very hard. Nearly fell on my arse in concrete. He then proceeded to tell me that if I give him any attitude I could go to hell and fuck off... The yelling continued for 10min. My dad is one of my idols, he has been awesome all the time when I was growing up, except during his bad sugar times. Obviously I did not take it too well, adrenaline making my entire body shake and I nearly ran off crying. He looked like he would punch me, being a blackbelt karate once and body builder after that, I'd be fucked...

He honestly can't help it, so I can't blame him for anything. Just a very terrible situation and bad memories of other times being brought up. Like the time when I talked too long on the phone with my first gf and he grabbed my arm so hard it bruised me.

He is not abusive in any way. Being the nicest and most patient person on the planet. Just he gets like this when his sugar fucks him over. That said he just was at my door crying over what he did this morning. So it's all good but I'm still feeling it a bit.

Pretty much ruined my entire day though :'( Tomorrow is his birthday and I'm going to give him a soft airgun with a sticky dartboard to it. Hopefully he will appreciate it biggrin

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