all my life i was never ever happy at home. never safe. now when my mom tries to be a good mother, she does it wrong. i want to ask her so bad, where was she back then when all these stuff happened to me. to this day, i try so hard not to go insane. i have to move out before my head pops. im actually serious tho it sounds funny. you know you have to get away when your own mother hurts you on purpose. when it's not physical, it's emotional. there's no one to turn to. but i have to do something if i want to be okay. i have to move out. because it hurts too much staying here.... i can't even cry for my own sake.

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zgrat:
my sn is in honer of my favorite black hoodie that i lost recently. i had it for over 5 years and was pissed when i lost it
sorry to hear about your situation at home. i went though a similar situation and just recently moved out. parents are weird that way, they think they're trying to help but only end up causing more damage
my friends and school saved my sanity more than once. hope things get better hon


beaky:
Seek real friends that listen to you, don't go to shrinks cuz they suck monkey balls, but air out your issues... you'll feels better