awkward

I started SG as a mere nobody in a
mass of gorgeous somebodys.. but
somwhere along the way.. I've
been discovered by quite a few
people. This is strange.
The compliments are strange.

I can't say it doesn't make me
uncomfortable. I mean, am I special?
Am I really that special?

But, in more important things.
I'M BACK ONLINE!!!!!

but, still, when I had my computer
I couldn't dream of living without it..

Then, I didn't have it and lived
fine without it.. and now that I have
it back.. I hardly want to use it.

Strange are the occurances of life.
And, how strange are the players
in it.