awkward

The thing is that I am not scared to
open myself up to the world.

I keep saying that my lack of
trust in people holds me back, but
the more I look at that so-called
"way of life", the more I become aware
that I don't hold truth to that.

I won't deny that I am cynical
and paranoid, but I am honest.
Or at least, in the past year
or so, have become more honest.

I used to have such a fear to
say what was on my mind, to truly
tell someone how I felt about them.
Slowly that's beginning to change..
reguardless of the outcome..
-stops-

I just no longer fear the outcome.

But, anyway.. I added more pictures
to my candids. Just random
photographs taken throughout the
years.. some date back to 2001.

I don't know how much of the girl
in those photographs still
exsists, especially the one with
the insanely long hair.

It nice to look back, it makes me
laugh... to remember the things
I've done..

But, those pictures are there for
those that are curious about me..

But mostly they are there to
remind me, that I exsist.

That I play a role in where my
life goes.. fate only takes you so
far.. maybe to just the brink
of decision.. but I'm the one
that decides.

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violence is fun, folks.
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Lost Pita: truly. it was fun. ^_^ i would advise that you say your goodbyes to Brad.. for if I do not get a hold of him.. I will kill him.. ninja style.. -shifty eyes- with his own.. swords.. even
MrTrelawney2003: haha
Lost Pita: -sweet smile-
MrTrelawney2003: he might like that. be careful.