awkward

Are there any limitations to attraction?

To be asked what it is that one
personally finds attractive in a
person is something that can't be
answered. Atleast, not by someone
like myself.

I don't know what I'm attracted to.
It usually takes me being
around someone to fully
appreciate my own ideas of
what I find attractive. Because,
it's different with everyone that
I meet.

It's being able to find someone
that can play the game,
to find someone that shares
the same interests. To be similar
to yourself without having it
feel weird.

True attraction can be defined
by me, to be someone that all
I care to do is touch their skin..
run my fingers through their hair..
to be able to stare into their eyes..
and have my mind desire
nothing more but to kiss their lips..

To want someone is to want
someone physically and mentally..

It was the physical that caught
your attention.. but the mental..
that doesn't let you go..

I hate those that I am
attracted to. I lose myself in my
thoughts. And, I lose myself..
to my attraction for them.

I keep wanting to push boundaries..
but self control is just far too strong.