The conversation between myself, Carmen, and Tim over my friend
Damion was rather harsh.
It's understandable that for most
people, throwing away relationships..
friendships.. marriages and the like..
is an easy event to do.
But, I am not like most people.
Damion has complicated
situations, that I understand..
truly they are situations that I
do not want to find myself in the
middle of, true. But.. I can't
find it within myself to tell him
we can no longer talk.
That isn't what I want to do, but
that was the 'advice' given to me
last night.
Why couldn't the situation just
be different. -cringe-
Why does he have to have a child.
Why does the girl have to be
such a psychopath.
Why can't I just be a selfish and
cruel person.
That would make my life just
so much easier. To be just like
everyone else.
Self-centered..
This is really starting to hurt me.
And, I just..
don't know..
what to do..
Damion was rather harsh.
It's understandable that for most
people, throwing away relationships..
friendships.. marriages and the like..
is an easy event to do.
But, I am not like most people.
Damion has complicated
situations, that I understand..
truly they are situations that I
do not want to find myself in the
middle of, true. But.. I can't
find it within myself to tell him
we can no longer talk.
That isn't what I want to do, but
that was the 'advice' given to me
last night.
Why couldn't the situation just
be different. -cringe-
Why does he have to have a child.
Why does the girl have to be
such a psychopath.
Why can't I just be a selfish and
cruel person.
That would make my life just
so much easier. To be just like
everyone else.
Self-centered..
This is really starting to hurt me.
And, I just..
don't know..
what to do..
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thecowboy:
..hey i know i dont know ya..but for the record..relationships arent gonna give you any freedom it thats what youre lookin for..hope you have better days..by the way i think id be blessed beyond belife to have a cute gal like yourself around..id want to keep you around...
fanboy001:
Some times doing things that are good for you are exacley that GOOD FOR YOU... It's NOT being self-centered if you are hurt and need to heal...Letting go of somthing that bothers you is more healthy then alowing it to irritate you more.