awkward

I checked my SG application page tonight.
Two more heads have been colored in.

Meaning? It's time for the photo-set.

I have some ideas for what I could do.

But, the process of getting myself
in front of a camera raises some
complications.

I've also come to realize that
I completely crave affection, just
the feeling of being in someone's arms.

The warmth and bliss.

But anyway.

I have a day off tomorrow.
It couldn't have come sooner.

Am I bold enough to be a SG?

The idea feels like so much fun to
me.

Fuck.

I think too much.