Sunday Feb 12, 2006

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puke I do not feel good.... frown
ladayen:
ICKY. Breath, Drink Water, and sleep. and maybe an advil.
aka_jim:
Hey whats wrong? are you you hung over and there for do not deserve sympathy or are you generally ill and there for i am geniunly concerned?

Friday Feb 10, 2006

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Sometimes I just sit and wonder.
There's nothing else to do.
I'm a prisioner in my own mind.
Thoughts have been thrown around, dreams lost
Now replaced with tormenting realizations.
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aka_jim:
Yeah it would be nice though the money wont pay for me to leave the country or even for me to afford going to shows or even to drink with friends but that only helps in the long term so that i will be able to get on with my painting and then sell the art works to make some money. So not too bad at all.
aka_jim:
Sure thing

Wednesday Feb 08, 2006

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*sigh* surreal
sublive:
kiss

Monday Feb 06, 2006

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holding on when there's nothing left to hold on to
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demonika:
Ditto, the cliff crumbled long ago.
demonika:
PS I have nothing to do from 3:30-6:30pm on thrus aft. Do you want me to come over and hang? Or do you want to do something? I miss the bejebus out of you.

Saturday Feb 04, 2006

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I am impatient and unsettled, tho Im not sure what Im waiting for. Some revelation would be nice but my head is clouded and my heart is numb. Maybe next week...
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sublive:
im right beside you
ladayen:
Hate that..... waiting and you dont know what for.

Friday Feb 03, 2006

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this has been the longest 3week day of my life.... blackeyed
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rin:
hope things are getting better for you...
sublive:
kiss

Saturday Jan 28, 2006

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frightful but exciting
this new path
the gold seems to have lost its luster
so many silver pieces glint in the sun
so highly polished and bright white
I will carry them with me down this road
keeping them close to my heart
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demonika:
I hope i can see you soon surreal
lyxzen:
aww, thank you! its okay to be late -- better late than never, haha.
<3

Saturday Jan 21, 2006

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evil misforturn, turn your gaze away from me, steal off into the night from whence you came and leave me in peace skull
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sublive:
what happend why cant you walk??
kaptainkadaver:
I heard you are under the weather... frown back in tremendous pain and such... blackeyed Let me know how you are doing when you feel up to it.

Friday Jan 13, 2006

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it's cold
colder inside than out
the fire is gone,
not even an ember burns for us
no kindling within reach
but memories of such beautiful flames linger
feminista:
Awww.
I know, some service people are just...ERRRRG.
I am really really nice, I see no point in being rude. I could understand her acting like that if I was being dumb, but I was just going about my task.
It does really irritate me when people come in like 5 minutes before they have to be to work and expect you to work miracles.
If she had called ahead,...
*sigh*
I hope I too.
And today. But no one comes in on Sundays, so whatever. And my super friend the Newfie came in yesterday, and he always makes me happy because he talks to me and asks me questions about school and stuff. Makes me feel ...I dunno...HUMAN?
Hahah.
demonika:
Hmmmmmmmmmm surreal EEEEeeeek

Monday Jan 09, 2006

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i have nothing left to say to you
im tired of repeating myself
i dont kow why you've become so blind
i dont know who this monster is that has posessed you
you seem happier with this hate than with me
so be it

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demonika:
Yikes! Why the SAM HELL is life so damn irritating!!

We need to get together, what are you doing next tues the 17th or thursday, the 19th? We should have a date or just chill out and catch up. I am missing you like WHOA and OOOHHH and HOLEY SHITTBALLS and DEARGAWWWTH and JIMMMYCRACKCORN and you know, alot. hah.
demonika:
LOL who the shaz says Jimmy crackcorn?! BAHAHHA Im crazy today.


CRAZY MISSING MY AWWWEEN!!

Wednesday Jan 04, 2006

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a little thief is what you are
you have me blinded little star

distract me with your sweetest glance
and take this as an easy chance

your tender gaze it draws me in
you cause my lips to want to sin

you coax me with a tender rhyme
and steal all of my precious time

awake at night I'm forced to lay
because of all...
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deliamber:
Hey Sweetie!!

wink I love peeking in your journal... there's a lovely little wordy treat for me to ponder for a bit.
Sorry Ive been MIA so long.... you know we actually tried to come to yr halloween party but left all the location info at home so we were stuck in bridgeland trying to call Dan's cell that they had left at home!!!! frown next time. Anyway, hope you are well and good; I still do not have my puter up but hopefully since my bf got really annoyed by that and bought about 100 ft of cable that will change this weekend.... I effin hate this effin laptop with my whole effin heart!! Ive had to retype this message like 3x. HGrrr.

Anyway, hope life is being good to you.... send me a pic of the scarf and mitties you want, and I will see if I can fabricate them!! I finally have some friggin time... YAY!!


kiss
lyxzen:
ooooh...i checked it out...very nice. eerie and very fitting to the original mood! thanks for the link, im definitely checking out their other stuff, too!
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