aweigh

ever feel like you need to just talk out the past with someone? like you need to just confess your life? all your sins and accomplishments, the good and bad, regrets and triumphs, and the darkest of facts hidden from everyone all on the table for just the one person to see, judge, or understand. this i how i feel today. somewhat withdrawn, but if someone would want to listen i would spill everything in my past to them. i guess i feel some sense of guilt or regret or an odd mixture of them both and more. maybe i just want someone near me to understand me. i think it could be because i have done this for others my whole life that i would just thoroughly enjoy someone doing the same for me. if there are any volunteers i would appreciate it. everyone around here is too busy in their own lives to bother with taking time out for me. not looking for pity, empathy, or sympathy. just someone to listen to me i guess.