awaytothemoon

i'm freaked.
eric is scared and might be backing out of the apartment thing.
i think he thinks things are moving too fast, and they are going very fast, but nothing feels forced, which is what i like about it.
he is literally my dream guy. we have everything in common. we even both try to sabatoge the relationship because neither of us thinks we're good enough for the other, then we catch eachother doing it.
fun fact: when i was little, i wanted to train dolphins at sea world. he wanted to train shamu.
it's just too perfect of a match to be by random chance, ya know?
i usually don't believe in fate, or that "one right person for everyone" but how else do you explain us both moving to indy and being such a great match for eachother?
i'm really afraid i'm going to lose him.... i hope to god i don't. we're gonna sit down and talk tonight, lets hope all goes well (i asked if we could talk, so i know it isnt him trying to have the break up talk).
i just dont know what to think.