awaytothemoon

i'm so irritated. i wanted my set to get accepted soooo bad, and i felt soooo good about it. i keep looking at it and wondering what went wrong. the only thing i can possibly think of is lack of variety in the angles and lack of close ups. unfortunatly, my roomate who took my pix is pretty conservative, so asking her to do things like that probably makes her uncomfortable. but i guess we'll try it again. Alissa said she could shoot me in mid-may, but thats awhile off. she's busy with SG parties and other shoots and such until then. AND in mid may im going to tennessee, so i don't know if i'll even be home when she's free to shoot me. i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

anyways, i am STARVING. yesterday i was afraid to eat most of the day... the night before was so awful that i didn't know if i'd be able to keep anything down. but nothing here sounds good. and i don't feel like going anywhere to get food. haha, i guess i have to find something here.

so i haven't been to the gym in almost a month. i had to pay my membership yesterday and realized i'm not even using it. for the first 2 months i was there at least 4 days a week. tomorrow morning i am getting up and going to work out so that i can get to work in time. i have to get back on that, or the weight i lost is going to come right back!