avenger

just finished looking at all the sets from while i was on vacation. very nice...

but i have got to say that this past week was a very odd one for me. spending a week with 12 members of my family on a cruise ship full of married couples, old people, teenagers is pretty bizarre.

needless to say there were not a lot of other anti-social, nihilistic dorks in their late 20's flying solo on a cruise ship. i felt like i was the wierd kid again in junior high. not that i don't enjoy limbo contests, get to know you games, disco, and a wierd cruise ships band, making every song you never wanted to hear again sound like polka. "Rowwwlin, Rowwwlin, Rowwlin, on a Reeever".

not having a companion, not having faith in traditional concepts of marriage, family and fun really made for a somewhat lonely, depressing trip. don't get me wrong, the carribean is fucking gorgeous. scuba diving, gambling, chillin on the beach, checking out some old forts, spending my grandfather's 80th birthday with him, that shit was cool, its makes you wonder.... do i want marriage, children, family vacations? do i want to play wierd cruise ship mingling games with strangers? i don't know...sorry for rambling. i think i just wish i were in love or something...