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Standstill again.

Photo things aren't working out. Girl things aren't working out. Money things aren't working out.

The perfect place for me to take photographs is being torn down this week. I was just told last night, and attempted to arrange an impromptu photoshoot to finish off all the incredible ideas I had for the place.

My model's been in a bad mood the last few days and ended up backing out.

So I might never get to do the photos there.

She said she'd be free on Tues or Weds, and I'd seriously consider skipping work to do them if I wasn't already poor and missing a day of work due to this being whatever stupid holiday it is. The only time I've missed a day of work in the last year + is when I had my wisdom teeth pulled.

I'm trying not to let this get to me, but I don't forsee that working very well.