What a night! Me and laura forced out selves to stop organizing and just relax. We ordered a pizza and went down to the hot tub to relax. It was so nice! Other then the creepy guy checking us out! Laura is so funny, so gets so nervous about strangers. She'll get more comfortable as we settle in and meet the neighbors. So far theres a guy who lives under us with a germane Shepard and I saw a few kids looked like they were in middle school who live on the first floor.
So I'm glad my bedroom is set up. I still have organizing to do. Im glad to say I got a good night sleep last night. I was able to pass out at 10:30 and slept solid all night. Ive got a great feeling about this and even though every things is still a mess it still already feels like home.
My internet and phone will be set up on Tuesday I hate that Im not going to have it over the weekend but what am I going to do. I still have to figure out the direct TV. I wish I could call Dustin and talk to him about the important stuff so we can get situated and then talk about us. But I know he wont be able to deal with any thing until we deal with us.
I feel bad b.c hes trying to communicate with me through friends and what not b.c he needs closure but im just not ready to talk yet. And I dont think he relises that the more he calls me at 6 am and text me all night the longer its going to take me to be ok with calling him. I hate that he acts like he's on the same page and then sends me a text. "I miss you and its hard to sleep with out you here to hold" I hate that! I know he knows its hard enough so I don't understand why he has to throw stuff like that in there. It makes me not want to call b.c I don't want to hear things like that right now!
Oh well. It will all work out in time.
So I'm glad my bedroom is set up. I still have organizing to do. Im glad to say I got a good night sleep last night. I was able to pass out at 10:30 and slept solid all night. Ive got a great feeling about this and even though every things is still a mess it still already feels like home.
My internet and phone will be set up on Tuesday I hate that Im not going to have it over the weekend but what am I going to do. I still have to figure out the direct TV. I wish I could call Dustin and talk to him about the important stuff so we can get situated and then talk about us. But I know he wont be able to deal with any thing until we deal with us.
I feel bad b.c hes trying to communicate with me through friends and what not b.c he needs closure but im just not ready to talk yet. And I dont think he relises that the more he calls me at 6 am and text me all night the longer its going to take me to be ok with calling him. I hate that he acts like he's on the same page and then sends me a text. "I miss you and its hard to sleep with out you here to hold" I hate that! I know he knows its hard enough so I don't understand why he has to throw stuff like that in there. It makes me not want to call b.c I don't want to hear things like that right now!
Oh well. It will all work out in time.