I wish I had some drugs that could actually be overdosed on without causing a painful death. You know, just so that they're there. So that I have them. (Taking 50 Tylenols will cause death by liver failure. Apparently it's an extremely horrible way to die. No thanks.)
Ambien will only put me in a light coma for a day at most, and Zoloft will make me dizzy and fainty, but neither are fatal if OD'd on.
I've just about had it with wishing I was female and not getting my wish. Plus, I'm just plain tired, you know? My reputnant body constantly has that tingly feeling that represents weariness. I'm sick of doing nothing and slowly rotting away in my apartment. I haven't had sex in a year and a half, as of today, and it's starting to get to me. I want to just go to sleep and not wake up until things are better.
Ambien will only put me in a light coma for a day at most, and Zoloft will make me dizzy and fainty, but neither are fatal if OD'd on.
I've just about had it with wishing I was female and not getting my wish. Plus, I'm just plain tired, you know? My reputnant body constantly has that tingly feeling that represents weariness. I'm sick of doing nothing and slowly rotting away in my apartment. I haven't had sex in a year and a half, as of today, and it's starting to get to me. I want to just go to sleep and not wake up until things are better.