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avalyn

Detroit/New Orleans

Member Since 2003

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Monday Aug 03, 2009

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Today (August 4) is my thirty-third birthday.

I don't want to be old. I want to be young and hot. ... and a girl. But I suppose that's neither here nor there.

I have nothing at all going for me. No friends, no social life, no job, and nothing about my life that seems interesting. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.

I just wish there was some easy way out of the hole I seem to have dug myself info. But since there's not, I have no idea about what to do with my life.

Sometimes I wonder if being dead would be more fun than my current situation. I'm not (well, not much) suicidal these days, even though I have nothing to live for.

I just wish there was an easy fix for all this.

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