Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

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WOAH. The Davantage remix of "True Life" by Lights of Euphoria is TEH own.

And uh. I'm painting my nails now that they're uniformly long enough to paint. Black vertical stripes and then a coat of clear strengthener on top. \m/

skull
girlblue:
hey, thanks for the heads up! i read "about a boy" years ago and really liked it. and i'll be sure to keep an eye out for the new coupland next month. :giddy:

edit: nice choice in music and movies as well as books. smile

[Edited on Jun 25, 2003]

Tuesday Jun 24, 2003

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There are 65 people on my AIM friends list, although I've probably ever messaged with only 10 or 15 of them. And I never initiate the conversation, mostly because I lack the confidence to even say "hi."

I could be wrong, but I think this makes me an introverted dork.

On that note, I think it's time for a cigarette and a soy chai latte,...
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Tuesday Jun 24, 2003

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I'm in the process of downloading the first-ever Beatles album I will ever have -- Revolver.

What makes this interesting is that while I never had any interest in The Beatles while growing up, I grew up listening to and being influenced by bands who had listened to and been musically influenced by The Beatles. It's all one big huge cycle, I suppose.
purephase:
Well, you're downloading one of their best.

I'd try out Sgt. Peppers next. They're my two personal favourites.
purephase:
Oh,

And I just noticed you like Sianspheric. That's cool. They hail from my hometown, I used to hang-out with them quite a bit before Steve went AWOL.

Sunday Jun 22, 2003

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Today was not a good day. As a result, I'm hungry, but I can't make myself eat anything (in fact I haven't eaten a damn thing since yesterday morning). I'm sad, but I can't make myself cry. I'm tired but I am unable to sleep.

Life = unkind.

Sunday Jun 22, 2003

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It's a Smiths kind of day.

Now playing: "Louder Than Bombs."

I know I'm unlovable
you don't have to tell me
I don't have much in my life
But take it, it's yours...

Friday Jun 20, 2003

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Bad news: my computer's motherboard toasted itself last night, so I had to go spend $130 on a new one this morning. The one that broke was only two months old. mad

Good news: I'm moving into a place that isn't in the middle of nowhere, during the first week of July. So you know, like, if any SGs are passing through Nashville, it's helluv party...
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Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

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When I attempt to sleep, I desperately clutch a t-shirt that my most recent ex-girlfriend left at my place before she dumped me 8 months ago.

In your opinion, is this wrong or creepy?

It's the closest I can get to abating loneliness.
morgan:
No, I used to do that when one of my boyfriends left me a couple years ago. It's normal. Just make sure you're trying as hard as you can to let yourself continue living your life.

I wish I had given that kitten a little burial...I probably would have been arrested if I stayed on that part of the street for too long. I should have picked it up and driven to a park and buried it there.
stacie:
i say normal smile

Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

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I think I'm going though one of "my malaises" again. I haven't eaten anything in two days, and I'm not hungry at all. I'll have a bottle of water now and then, and go for a cigarette every few hours, but other than that, the only thing I consume is air.

This is probably brought on by the fact that I haven't been able to...
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rybo:
yeah im sure that wallowing in ant piles would prevent boredom pretty fast. mostly would be running around trying to stop the ants from biting biggrin

Tuesday Jun 17, 2003

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Birthdays always come at the worst times. Mine is coming up in about 6 weeks. I really don't need to be older, you know?

And then there's all these damn relatives wanting to buy me shit. I just want to be left alone. Is that too much to ask for as a birthday present?

Tuesday Jun 17, 2003

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Ich bin nur Schmutz fr Dich /
benutzt Du mich /
liegst Du auf mir und befriedigst deine Gier

Monday Jun 16, 2003

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Here's some random factoids because I'm depressed.

Last time I had sex I enjoyed: 10 months ago
Last time I had sex I didn't enjoy: 7 months ago
Last kiss: 6 months ago
Number of relationships I've had: 5
Number of flings I've had: 3
Number of times I've been dumped: 3
Number of times I've dumped someone: 2
Number of times I've received oral...
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purpledaisy:
i am sorry, i wish i could help ya on that onewink, well if it makes you feel better my meds make it so i dont want sex....that is a horrible thing to waste, *pouting*much love to ya and good luckkiss
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