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why do we rely so heavily on others impressions of us to make us feel complete..often we even create what other people's impressions are of us, and then allow that to dictate our well being. Im learning what makes me tick more everyday..the journey is rather interesting and admitedly painful from time to time.
but, it all for the best..
I was thinking, and i...
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jay_blank:
yes, I agree that we can be and are influenced by things happening around us. Not only did most of my peeps here have a shit few days, but almost all of my friends offline had things happen. My friend Renee broke down and cried at her desk for no reason yesterday. When Morwok emailed me that his ex IM'ed him, I was like, "What is going on? Did the magnetic fields flip or is Mercury in retrograde or something??"

I'm glad you're being introspective and feeling good about it. And, the hickey is awesome! If anyone at work asks you about it, tell them you dropped a toner cartridge on your neck! tongue
joesph90:
I think you should just say what you said in your blog!
Hope you managed to play catch up sucessfully.
Can't wait to hear more about the launch....your gorgeous by the way
blush ...but you knew that already biggrin
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howdy!! more good news..i may be in Hustler-"taboo" mag, doing a vinyl fetish spread..we shall see..I spoke to someone last nite..hope it works out..
Thus far my mood is pretty good..i keep feeling the depression lurking in the shadows, but im doing my best to pretend it aint here..
I am going to jersey friday. im looking forward to seeing my family. anyway, i may...
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heavenleigh:
Thank you...I do love him more than anything. blush

Good luck with the spread, I hope that it works out for you. I'm also glad to see another member of the 5'2" club! biggrin
sugadaddi:

Your pics are outstanding! Congrats on the Hustler gig! love
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new nakedness all over sg for me last nite...was feeling like a naughty little nymph..
I NEED YOUR HELP!!
I'm gonna post 2 ideas for my website logo..please tell me which one is better..since i cant tell if the 2nd 1 is overboard..i think i got carried away.
anyway, still dont know if were going to NJ or not..my mom really wants me to, and...
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today is a new day..im feeling great again today..hot as balls, but fanfuckingtastic..
anyway..i think im skipping NJ till next weekend, i need to relax. I won this dress on ebay and it came to me yesterday..its the most perfect dress ever..I had fear that it might be too small, but its perfect-i mean it...pics to come..so i posted a pic in the OMG im...
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silveronthetree:
You have a great day too.

Shouldn`t be nervous of the naked thread, you look great smile

Off for a couple of weeks now but I`ll come say hi when I return.

Look after yourself and send you some love in returnsmile
silveronthetree:
Hey i read back a couple of posts, glad you are feeling better.

*hug*
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shit..so yesterday sucked today is lame and i grumpy as hell..i have to go grocery shoppping and then to wall mart..tomorrow i go back to work..im going to new jersey this weekend.. i wanna new face..anyone know how i can get 1

ok its a bit lster in the day and my mood has improved somewhat..the walmart trip has been post poned(thank christ) and i...
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joesph90:
Hope your feeling a tad better now?
Whats with all these woman not getting sex from their men confused because their feeling too tired?
The worlds going crazy..........
northern:
Sorry your weekend sucked.

Glad your mood improved through the day.

I was worried when I read the first bit, about wanting a new face. You're pretty.

I like Walmart though.
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Sigh..nothing terribly great going on..my honey had a free day off..thats always fun. I went to Target and got some clothes i bid on from ebay..i am going back to work on monday..im kinda excited to get back..need to get off my ass and be out of the house. we wnded up going to dinner last nite, so tonite is pizza nite..i got my Hello...
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thenextksmith:
I like to go for the pre-emptive strike when it comes to birthdays. Nobody ever sees it coming.


So how bout that weather, eh?

Hey look over th-HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!

Ha, bet you didn't expect that, did ya?
dufsmashxiii:
hi ooo aaa
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I was a total wino this weekend. But I feel pretty good. I dont really have a whole lot to do today, which is a bit of a bummer, cause i like to stay busy. I'll work out as usual but thats about it. Homemade Pizza tonite..ive been craving pizza..I think im going to New Jersey next weekend to see my folks. not sure though....
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jay_blank:
Hey!

Sound like you had a great relaxing day! What kind of pizza did you make? (say pepperoni, say pepperoni...)

Not sure what part of Jersey you're headed to, but if you make it near the city, lemme know.

Love ya! kiss
northern:
I haven't had homemade pizza in years.

Mind you, I rarely eat pizza anymore anyway.

If people want to take you out for your birthday, I say, let them. Especially if they're going to treat you.
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argh..im in one of those moods again..self hate with a little kick of sadness always a good way to start the weekend. I feel like such a loser today.Fuck..I hate the way sadness comes up outta nowhere and just kicks you in the ass. I am trying my best to ignore it today. So i probally wont be on here that much.. cause then i'll...
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phoenixgirl:
Love you, Avalon!!! love
northern:
You are very sexy. But you're more than that too.

And this lucky guy likes everything about you.

But I know how it can be when things are good, you end up worrying that something HAS to go wrong, because it always has in the past. And the happier you feel, the more you dread what comes next. Surely, at some point, he'll realzie what a mistake he made with you and leave. But try your best not to worry about it. I know that doesn't really help. Just know that other people experience the same kinds of doubts and fears.

You just have to try your best to come to terms with the fact that maybe this relationship is actually going to last. smile
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eeek-i cant beleive how much my friends on here kick ass..thanks for being so kind..You know im always here to return the favor.
So his mom got out last nite-they told us theyd be letting her out at noon, they didnt get around to releasing her till like 7..so well, i got the house pretty much trip-proof in the mean time. I will probably only...
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northern:
Damn, since I'm not your friend, I guess I don't kick ass. I had already suspected as much.

I agree with what you said about domesticity. It's not because you're obligated to do things for them, it's because you want to.

A home gym sounds great, but maybe not the heat wave I'm in now. At least not when I don't have air conditioning.

You look really cute in that picture.
heavenandhell:
glad she's not doing to bad and i hope you get used to the cooking, but it won't be for long.

that pic of you is awesome. you are one beautiful lady.

take care.

kiss
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What a weekend..i never go out with out my bf..we are attached at the hip..so i went out with an old friend saturday afternoon..boom my cell rings and my mother-in-law to be is in the hospital..she fell and hurt her knee and hip, she was operated on saturday 3 a.m, im so tired..anyway this new revelation means im going to have to take a few...
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gokarts:
Holy crap I wish my boss was family, pretty hard to turn down a gal kind enough to go look after her MOL to be I suppose... hope she's well!
jay_blank:
I agree, that new profile pic is my favorite. You are so gd cute! love