this bitch can cook.
nothing i more rewarding to me then my hunny looking at me and telling me how I am the perfect blend of everytihg, and that he has never eating such good foood in his life. makes me feel so warm and loved.
I got myself so depressed before bed last night. Im so silly. Im over it, so its not worth going into right now.
Im listening to Ani Difranco, buring yummy wintery smelling candles, cooking some soup from brian for the week.
I feel so domesticated. and I adore it.

I had a long talk last night with a friend of mine that is trying to talk to me about modeling for a career. Im not wanting to do that. I like doing this for pleasure not as a job choice. and it wouldnt even be sexual modeling..just not my bag..ill get naked for a career howeve. I dont want to make that commitment. I also dont want it to be something that I dred doing. I like my life the way it is. How many people can say that.
I very happy. I have never been happy with my life before, so its a nice change.
I'm also fully aware at this point that my looks will never make me happy. But you move on.

Have a great day