avalon13chase

this picture makes me laugh really hard


so the list thing worked again last night with my sleep.
I checked so much stuff off..actually the only thing that i didnt do yesterday was drink 8 glasses of h2o..ohwell..
i worked out though for quite 30min..i feel so great today..anyone mess with my mood and i'll cut them..srsly.

So I made the appt and Blonde is soo coming back..pics will happen dec 2.

Is it weird that i really hate Thanksgiving..Brian and I really just want to disappear. his side of the family(his sister and her jail ghetto rat kids) are coming to the house..they are the most annoying people ever. Brian's one nephew who got out of jail last year is amazingly kind, and his 11yr old is great..well...he's with the girl who is awful and she treats everyone like shit..and it will take everything out of me not to cave her like the fucking turkey.
My house as a kid was hell at thanksgiving, my dads side of the family all were alcoholics, and my mom would make the most amazing food ever, and the night would always end with the neighbors calling the cops. So I always end up with a pit in my stomach mid november just leading up to turkey day..

Brian is amazing..we were doing laundry last night and he said something really fucked up to make me laugh..well..it sorta pissed me off, but i though it was funny too..well i supose my look on my face was somewhat shocked goofdom 'cause he just gave me this cheesey grin and swept me up in his arms and told me how in love with me he was..so yeah I know thats ghey..but for the first time in my life at that very moment..every fear of not being good enough was silenced..

Love you...
AC