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alas. it's monday..and i am sleepy. I worked hard this weekend. my house is clean. this diet thing blows..Im never gonna lose this fucking weight..whatever. I am always hungry.
So there is nothing really happy to talk about. and I wanted this to be a happy post. I was in a great mood last night, a little buzzed watching sports, well now im sleepy and all that shit. now i'm grump.
Things are good for me,SG show is tomorrow..woohoo. Brian is going, and we both took weds. off.
My allergies are KILLING me..i have done nothing but sneeze..
So i suppose I look like a dude with my new hair cut b/c one of my coworkers had the balls just now to say, "hey-make sure you use the right bathroom"..class huh?
So I gave a porntastic blowjob last nite..god i love giving head..anyhow..
i had a long talk with brian's mom yesterday, she told me to quit, she said that if i hate the job as much as i do i should just leave, that when im home i more than make up for not having cash by all the house shit i do..but i just cant do it. I feel like i need to be making money to be "worthy" of a man. and that is an issue i planted in my own head.
God did anyone watch the Steelers/Flacons game yesterday? that was some crazy shit..my fucking Eagles sucked ass big fucking time.
I gave myself a facial and a mani/pedi on saturday..then i did housework all weekend, and alas my nails look like hell..oh well, still felt good to do a litlle spoiling.
When I grow up I wanna be a spy..
Love you
Avalon