avalon13chase

Well..shit hit the fan as i thought..Brian is going to have to work late, really late, so we wont be leaving until tomorrow..I was miserable when I got home. I have been having a major health issue..i have refused to speak of it because i dont want to seem like i am looking for pity, but the doctor made a mistake and gave me someone else's grim results..So I'm ok, but have to go back for furether rounds of tests the end of the month.
I still dont know about the magazine in Finland...i wont know about that for awhile I guess.
I have gotten a few other offers for stuff..so who knows.
Have you ever just looked in the mirror and belly laughed at your life?
I did it a few moments ago..
I never thought this is where I would be.
I always saw myself as a washed up bar band front woman, slightly overweight and very very lonely.
Life can be funny like that.
I have a crush on so many people..Some more serious than others. All based on their quality of mind.

Tell me 5 things that make you happy today
the crisp weather
My SG friends
My mind
Brian
People wanted to see me naked

love you guys
xxxACxxx