avalon13chase

So i'm sick, but i cant take off work so im here..yay.
Anyhow, We had our state of the union relationship chat last nite. Things went well..I think he gets my being upset. The thing really is, when i was down I made adjustments to improve-my frustration is that he appears unwilling to do the same. All in due time. much better.
And yes we had sex.
I have so much on my mind right now. I cannot even pretend i dont. i didnt sleep last nite at all. I am a zombie. whatever. life is good.

I feel like im drowing
something bigger than me
this life im leading
Is to special to miss
I have so much i want to do
im creating the means to do it
I want to share this life with you
my heart is swollen with love
I will walk with you
I will wait for you to come around
Im bigger than sorrow
I'm bigger than regret
please forgive me if today i cant be modest
and i let the pleasure roll off my tounge
get me behind me
let me look over my shoulder at you
today we are one

and still no girlie sex for Avalon...this is getting sad.
Today will be a good day.

I saw this in a blog i think of Martini a while back
I'm changing it a bit..
What do you remember about the first time we spoke?

oh yeah vote for HalSparks tonite on Celebrity Duets on Fox

AC
****edited to add****
go look at Sky's new set damnit!