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avalon13chase

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Tuesday Aug 15, 2006

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why do we rely so heavily on others impressions of us to make us feel complete..often we even create what other people's impressions are of us, and then allow that to dictate our well being. Im learning what makes me tick more everyday..the journey is rather interesting and admitedly painful from time to time.
but, it all for the best..
I was thinking, and i could be completely off base about this, but is it possible that our moods are scuplted by current events, even if we arent politcal or terribly aware of every news story. we hear the news, we see headlines-so im not sure of this, but do you think maybe deep down its unsettling us-even if we dont want to.
as i read the journals on here, more and more people are unhappy..could it be part of it? tell me what you think.
I am very excited about the website, my membership to the yahoo group grows everyday. soon www.avalonchase.com will have some previews on it and a mailing list to inform people of the launch and the party i will be having to promote the launch.
Today i feel very well..not nearly as down, very introspective, but not sad.
I have a hicky..how trashy, on the back of my neck..how ever did it get in that spot? use your imagination...anyway i think sex helped shift the mood..
Anyway..last nite i watched my tape of sunday's adult swim(since im usally asleep when it comes on)..fucking bad ass Venture brothers..
well im off to get some work done today...i was useless at my desk yesterday, so i have some catch up to play
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jay_blank:
yes, I agree that we can be and are influenced by things happening around us. Not only did most of my peeps here have a shit few days, but almost all of my friends offline had things happen. My friend Renee broke down and cried at her desk for no reason yesterday. When Morwok emailed me that his ex IM'ed him, I was like, "What is going on? Did the magnetic fields flip or is Mercury in retrograde or something??"

I'm glad you're being introspective and feeling good about it. And, the hickey is awesome! If anyone at work asks you about it, tell them you dropped a toner cartridge on your neck! tongue
Aug 15, 2006
joesph90:
I think you should just say what you said in your blog!
Hope you managed to play catch up sucessfully.
Can't wait to hear more about the launch....your gorgeous by the way
blush ...but you knew that already biggrin
Aug 15, 2006

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