Ick..im feeling rather down today. Not sure what its all about, but whatever. So friday nite was cool..saw "shaun of the dead" You guys were right..it was very good..better than i had thought it would be.
So yeah today is one of my i fucking hate myself days, I want to curl up in a ball and off myself sorta days.
I really hate this depression crap a whole lot. I mean really. I just hate always feeling unattractive..I go through where like I have a day that i feel good and then its back to the run beating myself up game agian. so whats a girl to do..i guess, just go to bed, or go for a walk, or cry..who knows.but somethings gotta give soon.
I wish i had something shiny and happy to say today...but i dont..im a wreck.really.
oh i have 2 new pics..