I have begun an attempt to get over my self loathing.
i really am not a bad person..and i need to stop being so self involved.
i get all worked up over not being pretty, that i spend so much time trying to improve mylooks, that i wind up missing the face that i am in fact pretty to begin with. i have a great man, who thinks i am amazing, that should say something..people join my yahoo group everyday to see me naked..so yeah i cant be a total shrek..
i have spent most of my life trying to define myself by my humor and my mind that i never really took care of my looks. io never cared. and now im obsessed..well fuck it. im taking honest steps to just get the fuck over it and i feel better all ready.
i have a huge heart and a big brain..im a good woman, i have lost 40lbs this past year, thats a huge step so i need to shut the fuck up and celebrate who i am..and to the couple of you here who i have been talking to on boards and stuff..thanks for coming by to say hello, this little spot on the internet is making me feel pretty darned good.
i really am not a bad person..and i need to stop being so self involved.
i get all worked up over not being pretty, that i spend so much time trying to improve mylooks, that i wind up missing the face that i am in fact pretty to begin with. i have a great man, who thinks i am amazing, that should say something..people join my yahoo group everyday to see me naked..so yeah i cant be a total shrek..
i have spent most of my life trying to define myself by my humor and my mind that i never really took care of my looks. io never cared. and now im obsessed..well fuck it. im taking honest steps to just get the fuck over it and i feel better all ready.
i have a huge heart and a big brain..im a good woman, i have lost 40lbs this past year, thats a huge step so i need to shut the fuck up and celebrate who i am..and to the couple of you here who i have been talking to on boards and stuff..thanks for coming by to say hello, this little spot on the internet is making me feel pretty darned good.
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The only pic I've seen is your profile pic, but you look lovely. I have to try to always remind myself that while I may hate the way I look, not everyone would agree. I'm not exactly handsome, but I have my charms. And the important thing, at least as far as looks go, is that other people usually don't view us as hard as we view ourselves.