no new pics..havent had time..i will get them in the next day or so. I swear weekends are the best. i wake up so horny usually, and its nice to wake up and make love. no worring about being late for work or anything. anyway. Im not looking foreward to going back to work at all..more days off- i tell you thats what i need.... Read More
first of all..WOW thanks to all of you who commented on my blog yesterday. very flattering and kind. you guys take care of me. I do love you.
So nothing really amazing to report. I had amazing sex this morning..yay sex.
I hope everyone has a great weekend. tell me what you are up to. Tonite i will take pics tomorrow i will put them... Read More
Missed your blog yesterday. That girl is such a bitch, ignore her she must be scared of you big time. You are hot!!
You have great sex more than anyone! What's your secret?
sex... i had it..it was hot as hell..im an animal at this point..i need more sex too.
I shoot the 17th, it'll be hot hot hot. i'll keep you posted as far as where you can find it. anyway, im horny im at work, im not feeling too bad, just really wish i could make love to a woman again soon..i miss it so bad,... Read More
why do we rely so heavily on others impressions of us to make us feel complete..often we even create what other people's impressions are of us, and then allow that to dictate our well being. Im learning what makes me tick more everyday..the journey is rather interesting and admitedly painful from time to time.
but, it all for the best..
I was thinking, and i... Read More
yes, I agree that we can be and are influenced by things happening around us. Not only did most of my peeps here have a shit few days, but almost all of my friends offline had things happen. My friend Renee broke down and cried at her desk for no reason yesterday. When Morwok emailed me that his ex IM'ed him, I was like, "What is going on? Did the magnetic fields flip or is Mercury in retrograde or something??"
I'm glad you're being introspective and feeling good about it. And, the hickey is awesome! If anyone at work asks you about it, tell them you dropped a toner cartridge on your neck!
I think you should just say what you said in your blog!
Hope you managed to play catch up sucessfully.
Can't wait to hear more about the launch....your gorgeous by the way
...but you knew that already
howdy!! more good news..i may be in Hustler-"taboo" mag, doing a vinyl fetish spread..we shall see..I spoke to someone last nite..hope it works out..
Thus far my mood is pretty good..i keep feeling the depression lurking in the shadows, but im doing my best to pretend it aint here..
I am going to jersey friday. im looking forward to seeing my family. anyway, i may... Read More
new nakedness all over sg for me last nite...was feeling like a naughty little nymph..
I NEED YOUR HELP!!
I'm gonna post 2 ideas for my website logo..please tell me which one is better..since i cant tell if the 2nd 1 is overboard..i think i got carried away.
anyway, still dont know if were going to NJ or not..my mom really wants me to, and... Read More
today is a new day..im feeling great again today..hot as balls, but fanfuckingtastic..
anyway..i think im skipping NJ till next weekend, i need to relax. I won this dress on ebay and it came to me yesterday..its the most perfect dress ever..I had fear that it might be too small, but its perfect-i mean it...pics to come..so i posted a pic in the OMG im... Read More
shit..so yesterday sucked today is lame and i grumpy as hell..i have to go grocery shoppping and then to wall mart..tomorrow i go back to work..im going to new jersey this weekend.. i wanna new face..anyone know how i can get 1
ok its a bit lster in the day and my mood has improved somewhat..the walmart trip has been post poned(thank christ) and i... Read More
Hope your feeling a tad better now?
Whats with all these woman not getting sex from their men because their feeling too tired?
The worlds going crazy..........
Sigh..nothing terribly great going on..my honey had a free day off..thats always fun. I went to Target and got some clothes i bid on from ebay..i am going back to work on monday..im kinda excited to get back..need to get off my ass and be out of the house. we wnded up going to dinner last nite, so tonite is pizza nite..i got my Hello... Read More
I was a total wino this weekend. But I feel pretty good. I dont really have a whole lot to do today, which is a bit of a bummer, cause i like to stay busy. I'll work out as usual but thats about it. Homemade Pizza tonite..ive been craving pizza..I think im going to New Jersey next weekend to see my folks. not sure though.... Read More
argh..im in one of those moods again..self hate with a little kick of sadness always a good way to start the weekend. I feel like such a loser today.Fuck..I hate the way sadness comes up outta nowhere and just kicks you in the ass. I am trying my best to ignore it today. So i probally wont be on here that much.. cause then i'll... Read More
But I know how it can be when things are good, you end up worrying that something HAS to go wrong, because it always has in the past. And the happier you feel, the more you dread what comes next. Surely, at some point, he'll realzie what a mistake he made with you and leave. But try your best not to worry about it. I know that doesn't really help. Just know that other people experience the same kinds of doubts and fears.
You just have to try your best to come to terms with the fact that maybe this relationship is actually going to last.