avalon

you kissed me and i fell down
the dizziness of possiblity enveloped me
swallowed me up into something
i should have never been allowed to see
now i can't breathe without you
i can't understand the meaning of "exist"
it tantilizes my every inch
smoldering stares that sanctify
no pain is enough to rectify
this illusion will only terminate
into dissapointment
infinity
an ugly word that paints me
a darker shade than black
how could you put this thought into my head
lay your magic on thick as your disease too soon will spread
my splintered love now goes unsaid
bound and gagged to this love
your affliction
black chariots of despair apprehead no intention
to heal this charcoaled spark
to unwind the laced heart
unto freedom from the dark
unto freedom...


from you