this is what i like to call EPIC FAIL:
XADOSX (9:12:14 AM): Happy Turkey day... And why cant we talk?
XADOSX (9:13:34 AM): its ______!
XADOSX (9:13:38 AM): HELLO!
avalon absinthe (9:14:07 AM): hey
avalon absinthe (9:14:11 AM): im at work
XADOSX (9:14:15 AM): OH...
avalon absinthe (9:14:18 AM): on the phone hold on
XADOSX (9:14:27 AM): Really on turkey day?
avalon absinthe (9:15:20 AM): yea
avalon absinthe (9:15:24 AM): i got mo fam here
avalon absinthe (9:15:26 AM): no*
XADOSX (9:15:33 AM): dang
avalon absinthe (9:15:38 AM): did you see my tattoo
XADOSX (9:15:42 AM): YEA!
avalon absinthe (9:15:43 AM): shane did it
XADOSX (9:15:46 AM): :-)
XADOSX (9:15:50 AM): love it...
avalon absinthe (9:15:50 AM): do you like it?
avalon absinthe (9:15:53 AM): rad
XADOSX (9:16:09 AM): HAHA I knew you would get a day of the dead skull...
avalon absinthe (9:16:16 AM): you did?
XADOSX (9:16:19 AM): ha i can see his shit a mile away...
avalon absinthe (9:16:19 AM): how?
avalon absinthe (9:16:24 AM): hater
XADOSX (9:16:33 AM): the pink clouds in the back is dope.
XADOSX (9:16:38 AM): girly..
XADOSX (9:16:47 AM): im not hatin...
avalon absinthe (9:16:47 AM): im girly
XADOSX (9:17:16 AM): I know ! haha but you still rollin like a boy callin people fool
XADOSX (9:17:17 AM): haha
avalon absinthe (9:17:28 AM): im pretty much a dude
XADOSX (9:17:42 AM): with a beautiful ass. right
XADOSX (9:17:45 AM): ha
XADOSX (9:18:13 AM): so half sleve...
XADOSX (9:18:25 AM): probly should just go all the way down now
XADOSX (9:18:26 AM): haha
avalon absinthe (9:19:38 AM): i am
XADOSX (9:19:44 AM): WHAT!
XADOSX (9:19:47 AM): really
avalon absinthe (9:19:49 AM): duh
XADOSX (9:19:53 AM): what you doing!?>
XADOSX (9:19:57 AM): WHo are you...
XADOSX (9:19:59 AM): hahha
avalon absinthe (9:21:18 AM): who am i doing?
XADOSX (9:21:25 AM): No!
XADOSX (9:21:30 AM): what are you doing!
XADOSX (9:21:32 AM): haha
XADOSX (9:21:44 AM): Im asking who you are now...
avalon absinthe (9:21:52 AM): wtf
XADOSX (9:21:57 AM): You changed on me...
XADOSX (9:22:20 AM): you not my sara I knew...
XADOSX (9:22:33 AM): and i can never remember if its sara or sarah...
avalon absinthe (9:22:43 AM): fail
XADOSX (9:22:48 AM): haha Fail!
avalon absinthe (9:22:56 AM): dude
XADOSX (9:23:00 AM): dont fucking know.
XADOSX (9:23:01 AM): haha
avalon absinthe (9:23:02 AM): you really pissed off
avalon absinthe (9:23:14 AM): that you showed the video of me sucking your dick to ____
avalon absinthe (9:23:18 AM): i cant believe you
avalon absinthe (9:23:21 AM): i was so hurt
avalon absinthe (9:23:30 AM): thats why i havent been talking to you
XADOSX (9:23:35 AM): oh
XADOSX (9:23:38 AM): thats why.
XADOSX (9:23:44 AM): well in my defence...
avalon absinthe (9:23:46 AM): you promised me you wouldnt show anyone
avalon absinthe (9:23:57 AM): now i cant talk to ____
avalon absinthe (9:24:03 AM): and ____ said you tried to send it to him
avalon absinthe (9:24:04 AM): wtf
XADOSX (9:24:10 AM): he was going through my camera and he came across it...
avalon absinthe (9:24:14 AM): dont fucking lie to me
XADOSX (9:24:19 AM): im not...
avalon absinthe (9:24:22 AM): dick
XADOSX (9:24:35 AM): then when he found it a showed him. Im sorry.
XADOSX (9:24:48 AM): its not bad... your fucking hot
XADOSX (9:25:09 AM): and ____... i know you slept with him...
XADOSX (9:25:35 AM): and that was after the fact. we were talking about you and sharing information.
XADOSX (9:25:46 AM): and i was pissed off that you got with him...
XADOSX (9:26:29 AM): CAUSE I FUCKING LIKE YOU!
XADOSX (9:26:46 AM): and i wanted you... then you ran and fucked my friend...
XADOSX (9:26:54 AM): and now he and i hate eachother...
XADOSX (9:27:12 AM): so i guess its done now..
avalon absinthe (9:27:27 AM): i know
avalon absinthe (9:27:40 AM): he does hate you
XADOSX (9:27:47 AM): SO im just a peice of shit huh cause everyone else does this shit
XADOSX (9:27:57 AM): but when i do it awww fuck _____
avalon absinthe (9:28:06 AM): wtf
avalon absinthe (9:28:11 AM): stop feeling sorry for yourself
XADOSX (9:28:15 AM): im not...
avalon absinthe (9:28:16 AM): you reap what you sow
avalon absinthe (9:28:23 AM): i dont hate you
XADOSX (9:28:23 AM): eveyones fucking eachother
avalon absinthe (9:28:27 AM): i hated that you did that
XADOSX (9:28:36 AM): and im getting all the shit!
avalon absinthe (9:28:38 AM): but i dont think i can be friends with you
avalon absinthe (9:28:40 AM): and im sorry
XADOSX (9:28:46 AM): WHy?
XADOSX (9:29:43 AM): God Damit. I wanna see you, i miss our conversations...
XADOSX (9:29:54 AM): you cant give me a chance...
avalon absinthe (9:31:13 AM): why are you acting like a little girl?
XADOSX (9:31:20 AM): im asking...
XADOSX (9:31:28 AM): why we cant see eachother
avalon absinthe (9:31:34 AM): dude
avalon absinthe (9:31:40 AM): i dont trust you
XADOSX (9:31:40 AM): like you have never talked shit on me?
avalon absinthe (9:31:44 AM): you betrayed me
avalon absinthe (9:31:50 AM): wtf
XADOSX (9:32:04 AM): after i found out you FUCKED _____!!!
avalon absinthe (9:32:16 AM): so two wrongs make a right?
XADOSX (9:32:22 AM): yea you told me you wouldnt and you went and got what you wanted
avalon absinthe (9:32:28 AM): and it wasnt even wrong of me to bone him because i wasnt exclusive with you dumbass
XADOSX (9:32:49 AM): I didnt wanna share you
XADOSX (9:32:55 AM): i fucking loved it.
avalon absinthe (9:32:56 AM): well tough shit
avalon absinthe (9:33:04 AM): do you know me at all?
XADOSX (9:33:08 AM): YEa!
XADOSX (9:33:10 AM): I do
avalon absinthe (9:33:15 AM): you know im not about limiting myself
avalon absinthe (9:33:24 AM): if anything you have to know that
avalon absinthe (9:33:29 AM): im sorry im not yours
avalon absinthe (9:33:34 AM): i never will be
avalon absinthe (9:33:38 AM): it was just a fuck
avalon absinthe (9:33:41 AM): get the fuck over it
XADOSX (9:33:42 AM): haha
XADOSX (9:33:46 AM): wow
XADOSX (9:33:56 AM): so thats all i was to you
XADOSX (9:34:04 AM): so why so many times?
avalon absinthe (9:34:06 AM): listen to yousrlf
avalon absinthe (9:34:18 AM): you sound like a little whiny girl
avalon absinthe (9:34:30 AM): it wasnt so many times
avalon absinthe (9:34:32 AM): like 5 times
XADOSX (9:34:37 AM): so we cant ever fuck again
XADOSX (9:34:46 AM): and not be friends
XADOSX (9:34:50 AM): or hang out
XADOSX (9:35:00 AM): or anything... so just see you later?
avalon absinthe (9:35:00 AM): youre tripping out
avalon absinthe (9:35:06 AM): this is why
avalon absinthe (9:35:11 AM): cant you just chill?
avalon absinthe (9:35:27 AM): it wasnt a big deal
XADOSX (9:35:31 AM): im not triping out im asking...what im allowed to do?>
XADOSX (9:35:32 AM): god
avalon absinthe (9:36:39 AM): youre allowed to fuck off
avalon absinthe (9:36:42 AM): i cant believe you
avalon absinthe (9:36:48 AM): you were like one of my best friend
XADOSX (9:37:12 AM): so were not going to talk ever again?
XADOSX (9:37:16 AM): is that what you want.
XADOSX (9:37:43 AM): yea! and i want my friend back that wouldnt go fuck my friends cause i wouldnt fuck her
XADOSX (9:38:05 AM): what do you want!
avalon absinthe (9:38:52 AM): i will do what i want
avalon absinthe (9:38:57 AM): i will fuck who i want
avalon absinthe (9:39:04 AM): and there is nothing you can do about it
XADOSX (9:39:30 AM): so what with me?
avalon absinthe (9:40:17 AM): are you retarded?
XADOSX (9:40:47 AM): are we not talking anymore or what! WHAT cant you just fucking answer
XADOSX (9:42:11 AM): alright... good luck with your life... and your tattoo is amazing... not so proud of the guy doing it ... but im sure you know that whole story...
avalon absinthe (9:42:28 AM): no
avalon absinthe (9:42:42 AM): i dont know
XADOSX (9:42:43 AM): hope you find just one you can be happy with. and ill leave you alone...
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XADOSX (9:12:14 AM): Happy Turkey day... And why cant we talk?
XADOSX (9:13:34 AM): its ______!
XADOSX (9:13:38 AM): HELLO!
avalon absinthe (9:14:07 AM): hey
avalon absinthe (9:14:11 AM): im at work
XADOSX (9:14:15 AM): OH...
avalon absinthe (9:14:18 AM): on the phone hold on
XADOSX (9:14:27 AM): Really on turkey day?
avalon absinthe (9:15:20 AM): yea
avalon absinthe (9:15:24 AM): i got mo fam here
avalon absinthe (9:15:26 AM): no*
XADOSX (9:15:33 AM): dang
avalon absinthe (9:15:38 AM): did you see my tattoo
XADOSX (9:15:42 AM): YEA!
avalon absinthe (9:15:43 AM): shane did it
XADOSX (9:15:46 AM): :-)
XADOSX (9:15:50 AM): love it...
avalon absinthe (9:15:50 AM): do you like it?
avalon absinthe (9:15:53 AM): rad
XADOSX (9:16:09 AM): HAHA I knew you would get a day of the dead skull...
avalon absinthe (9:16:16 AM): you did?
XADOSX (9:16:19 AM): ha i can see his shit a mile away...
avalon absinthe (9:16:19 AM): how?
avalon absinthe (9:16:24 AM): hater
XADOSX (9:16:33 AM): the pink clouds in the back is dope.
XADOSX (9:16:38 AM): girly..
XADOSX (9:16:47 AM): im not hatin...
avalon absinthe (9:16:47 AM): im girly
XADOSX (9:17:16 AM): I know ! haha but you still rollin like a boy callin people fool
XADOSX (9:17:17 AM): haha
avalon absinthe (9:17:28 AM): im pretty much a dude
XADOSX (9:17:42 AM): with a beautiful ass. right
XADOSX (9:17:45 AM): ha
XADOSX (9:18:13 AM): so half sleve...
XADOSX (9:18:25 AM): probly should just go all the way down now
XADOSX (9:18:26 AM): haha
avalon absinthe (9:19:38 AM): i am
XADOSX (9:19:44 AM): WHAT!
XADOSX (9:19:47 AM): really
avalon absinthe (9:19:49 AM): duh
XADOSX (9:19:53 AM): what you doing!?>
XADOSX (9:19:57 AM): WHo are you...
XADOSX (9:19:59 AM): hahha
avalon absinthe (9:21:18 AM): who am i doing?
XADOSX (9:21:25 AM): No!
XADOSX (9:21:30 AM): what are you doing!
XADOSX (9:21:32 AM): haha
XADOSX (9:21:44 AM): Im asking who you are now...
avalon absinthe (9:21:52 AM): wtf
XADOSX (9:21:57 AM): You changed on me...
XADOSX (9:22:20 AM): you not my sara I knew...
XADOSX (9:22:33 AM): and i can never remember if its sara or sarah...
avalon absinthe (9:22:43 AM): fail
XADOSX (9:22:48 AM): haha Fail!
avalon absinthe (9:22:56 AM): dude
XADOSX (9:23:00 AM): dont fucking know.
XADOSX (9:23:01 AM): haha
avalon absinthe (9:23:02 AM): you really pissed off
avalon absinthe (9:23:14 AM): that you showed the video of me sucking your dick to ____
avalon absinthe (9:23:18 AM): i cant believe you
avalon absinthe (9:23:21 AM): i was so hurt
avalon absinthe (9:23:30 AM): thats why i havent been talking to you
XADOSX (9:23:35 AM): oh
XADOSX (9:23:38 AM): thats why.
XADOSX (9:23:44 AM): well in my defence...
avalon absinthe (9:23:46 AM): you promised me you wouldnt show anyone
avalon absinthe (9:23:57 AM): now i cant talk to ____
avalon absinthe (9:24:03 AM): and ____ said you tried to send it to him
avalon absinthe (9:24:04 AM): wtf
XADOSX (9:24:10 AM): he was going through my camera and he came across it...
avalon absinthe (9:24:14 AM): dont fucking lie to me
XADOSX (9:24:19 AM): im not...
avalon absinthe (9:24:22 AM): dick
XADOSX (9:24:35 AM): then when he found it a showed him. Im sorry.
XADOSX (9:24:48 AM): its not bad... your fucking hot
XADOSX (9:25:09 AM): and ____... i know you slept with him...
XADOSX (9:25:35 AM): and that was after the fact. we were talking about you and sharing information.
XADOSX (9:25:46 AM): and i was pissed off that you got with him...
XADOSX (9:26:29 AM): CAUSE I FUCKING LIKE YOU!
XADOSX (9:26:46 AM): and i wanted you... then you ran and fucked my friend...
XADOSX (9:26:54 AM): and now he and i hate eachother...
XADOSX (9:27:12 AM): so i guess its done now..
avalon absinthe (9:27:27 AM): i know
avalon absinthe (9:27:40 AM): he does hate you
XADOSX (9:27:47 AM): SO im just a peice of shit huh cause everyone else does this shit
XADOSX (9:27:57 AM): but when i do it awww fuck _____
avalon absinthe (9:28:06 AM): wtf
avalon absinthe (9:28:11 AM): stop feeling sorry for yourself
XADOSX (9:28:15 AM): im not...
avalon absinthe (9:28:16 AM): you reap what you sow
avalon absinthe (9:28:23 AM): i dont hate you
XADOSX (9:28:23 AM): eveyones fucking eachother
avalon absinthe (9:28:27 AM): i hated that you did that
XADOSX (9:28:36 AM): and im getting all the shit!
avalon absinthe (9:28:38 AM): but i dont think i can be friends with you
avalon absinthe (9:28:40 AM): and im sorry
XADOSX (9:28:46 AM): WHy?
XADOSX (9:29:43 AM): God Damit. I wanna see you, i miss our conversations...
XADOSX (9:29:54 AM): you cant give me a chance...
avalon absinthe (9:31:13 AM): why are you acting like a little girl?
XADOSX (9:31:20 AM): im asking...
XADOSX (9:31:28 AM): why we cant see eachother
avalon absinthe (9:31:34 AM): dude
avalon absinthe (9:31:40 AM): i dont trust you
XADOSX (9:31:40 AM): like you have never talked shit on me?
avalon absinthe (9:31:44 AM): you betrayed me
avalon absinthe (9:31:50 AM): wtf
XADOSX (9:32:04 AM): after i found out you FUCKED _____!!!
avalon absinthe (9:32:16 AM): so two wrongs make a right?
XADOSX (9:32:22 AM): yea you told me you wouldnt and you went and got what you wanted
avalon absinthe (9:32:28 AM): and it wasnt even wrong of me to bone him because i wasnt exclusive with you dumbass
XADOSX (9:32:49 AM): I didnt wanna share you
XADOSX (9:32:55 AM): i fucking loved it.
avalon absinthe (9:32:56 AM): well tough shit
avalon absinthe (9:33:04 AM): do you know me at all?
XADOSX (9:33:08 AM): YEa!
XADOSX (9:33:10 AM): I do
avalon absinthe (9:33:15 AM): you know im not about limiting myself
avalon absinthe (9:33:24 AM): if anything you have to know that
avalon absinthe (9:33:29 AM): im sorry im not yours
avalon absinthe (9:33:34 AM): i never will be
avalon absinthe (9:33:38 AM): it was just a fuck
avalon absinthe (9:33:41 AM): get the fuck over it
XADOSX (9:33:42 AM): haha
XADOSX (9:33:46 AM): wow
XADOSX (9:33:56 AM): so thats all i was to you
XADOSX (9:34:04 AM): so why so many times?
avalon absinthe (9:34:06 AM): listen to yousrlf
avalon absinthe (9:34:18 AM): you sound like a little whiny girl
avalon absinthe (9:34:30 AM): it wasnt so many times
avalon absinthe (9:34:32 AM): like 5 times
XADOSX (9:34:37 AM): so we cant ever fuck again
XADOSX (9:34:46 AM): and not be friends
XADOSX (9:34:50 AM): or hang out
XADOSX (9:35:00 AM): or anything... so just see you later?
avalon absinthe (9:35:00 AM): youre tripping out
avalon absinthe (9:35:06 AM): this is why
avalon absinthe (9:35:11 AM): cant you just chill?
avalon absinthe (9:35:27 AM): it wasnt a big deal
XADOSX (9:35:31 AM): im not triping out im asking...what im allowed to do?>
XADOSX (9:35:32 AM): god
avalon absinthe (9:36:39 AM): youre allowed to fuck off
avalon absinthe (9:36:42 AM): i cant believe you
avalon absinthe (9:36:48 AM): you were like one of my best friend
XADOSX (9:37:12 AM): so were not going to talk ever again?
XADOSX (9:37:16 AM): is that what you want.
XADOSX (9:37:43 AM): yea! and i want my friend back that wouldnt go fuck my friends cause i wouldnt fuck her
XADOSX (9:38:05 AM): what do you want!
avalon absinthe (9:38:52 AM): i will do what i want
avalon absinthe (9:38:57 AM): i will fuck who i want
avalon absinthe (9:39:04 AM): and there is nothing you can do about it
XADOSX (9:39:30 AM): so what with me?
avalon absinthe (9:40:17 AM): are you retarded?
XADOSX (9:40:47 AM): are we not talking anymore or what! WHAT cant you just fucking answer
XADOSX (9:42:11 AM): alright... good luck with your life... and your tattoo is amazing... not so proud of the guy doing it ... but im sure you know that whole story...
avalon absinthe (9:42:28 AM): no
avalon absinthe (9:42:42 AM): i dont know
XADOSX (9:42:43 AM): hope you find just one you can be happy with. and ill leave you alone...
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oh well, he grew up by some miracle. Im just thankful for that.
So far so good, were 12 weeks on monday. Next Dr visit is a week and a half, so we're just counting the minutes. We'll be through the first trimester right after that, so i'll relax alot more.
Really, everything has been like a fairy tale. I never in a million years imagined myself with a normal life, and family. I thought it was physically impossible.
How you been?
My game was play the player. which was probably my winning move with ole Munsy too. I didn't try to do that with him, but it was force of habit. I strung him along for a year. Wouldnt return phone calls, ditch him places, didnt put out for a year, etc. id tell him to show up somewhere, and not come. ahahah I was a total bitch to him. So, yeah, I straightened his ass out without realizing it. Best move I ever made. hahaha He was so hell bent on grudge fucking me I think hed have done anything. Then by the time I was willing to put out he realized I rule. long story short.
Funny how that works. But I never wanted kids. We spent all thanksgiving telling the family we werent going to have them (meanwhile im sitting there having that conversation 4 weeks pregnant.) and how much being parents would suck. how that would fuck up our national whiskey intake, and throw off the american average.
Best thing that ever happened to me. And as far as not having a mother, I didnt have ANYONE. My dad ditchd us at 3yrs old, remarried and my mom was always gone , either on the road or at work. I was raised by strangers and spent more time alone than with anyone else. Its how I developed such an attitude problem, and no sense of debt to anyone. I am the worlds most uncaring person. genuinely. I am so fucking cold. But someday someone might warm you up a little bit. Youd be very surprised. Especially when you meet someone with the same fucked up issues as you, whos just as crazy, and makes you laugh. To me, thats the ultimate, and I wish you THE BEST in finding that. However, vegas is a rough city for love.
XOXOXOOXOXOOX