avalon

it figures- right when things are going well- it appears that i will have to move back to fucking kentucky. i hate my luck. seriously, one of these days im going to get what is coming to me. im tried of trying only to fall on my face. im tired of empty promises. im tired of people overreacting. i just want a place to belong and a place to lay my head at night that i can call my home. i want it to be here. it feels right. fuck ill sleep in my car if i have to! i cant give up that easy. i want happiness and comfort. i fucking deserve it.

in other less angsty news- i love type o negative. that music makes me insanely horny. and how. i had a fabulous night last night. ive been hella faded every night since ive been here but it seems fit. i love vegas. i dont want to leave. i belong here goddamnit.

i need to take a new set. i look so much better physically. im chubby in my old sets. i worked hard so i want to show it off.

i have a headache. shits weak.

im hot bro...


Avalon Absinthe