i fucking hate christmas. it is a waste of fucking time. for a season that is supposed to bring joy to people it sure makes the worst come out in SUV driving, clinique buying soccer moms. how weak. i hate christmas with every cell. it makes me ill...
anyway, my boys from My Chemical Romance were on Conan O Brian last night. they are getting...
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tehwickedends:
Thats pretty cool that you used to hang out with them, I cant say I like their music but I think theyre video thats like a Movie Trailer is absolutley genius.
avalon:
yeah i think it is genius too. they are my aces. no they were never from kentucky. they are from jersey...
1 year ago today... I graduated college, my how things have changed...
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pyrate:
how so? 
avalon:
i have just grown up a lot and learned a lot about myself. and plus i have a lot more money.... 
RIP mom
1957-1990
Intangible Sanity
it is this cold and bleak december that
is too unassuming of its nature
this very month hold so many flaws
and rips apart every shred of me
so many scars that bleed new again
as if never covered
as if never felt before
this raw pain is so consuming
and ill mannered
no concious
no heart
no feelings
only...
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1957-1990
Intangible Sanity
it is this cold and bleak december that
is too unassuming of its nature
this very month hold so many flaws
and rips apart every shred of me
so many scars that bleed new again
as if never covered
as if never felt before
this raw pain is so consuming
and ill mannered
no concious
no heart
no feelings
only...
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malloreigh:
what a cutie baby kitty. *hugs*
_pauly_:
sorry to hear about your loss, i hope your alright 
my life is moving in a forward manner and i am very content right now. i think that everything you go through makes the rewards you get so much sweeter. i worked my ass of at work and i was the 2nd best seller in the whole fucking site. out of like 1000 employees i was 2nd best. i was the best in a specific...
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i dumped my boyfreind last night. no more drama.
a perfect compiled mess (or breakup poetry)
all i want is something to alleviate the scars
that choke out the light
i try to assemble threads
of snagged hope
frayed and tattered
AND I HATE THESE WORDS
THAT SOMEHOW LABEL ME
and catagorize my pain
as if it were a peice of documentation
don't you see...
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a perfect compiled mess (or breakup poetry)
all i want is something to alleviate the scars
that choke out the light
i try to assemble threads
of snagged hope
frayed and tattered
AND I HATE THESE WORDS
THAT SOMEHOW LABEL ME
and catagorize my pain
as if it were a peice of documentation
don't you see...
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obliviousfocus:
hrm yeah i'm with you on the no drama. wouldn't it be nice if the world could give you like a whole month without drama
stampedeofworms:
It takes a lot of strength to cut things loose. Especially things that you held on to.
My compliments, Madame.
My compliments, Madame.
nullunjustifiable routines of flimsy fuck ups
i did a certain narcotic saturday for the first time ever (really) and i know that sounds bad but i had the most in depth conversation. it amazes me how many people deny themselves to be happy and to be free. people bitch and moan about so many things and do little to rectify it. i cannot say...
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i did a certain narcotic saturday for the first time ever (really) and i know that sounds bad but i had the most in depth conversation. it amazes me how many people deny themselves to be happy and to be free. people bitch and moan about so many things and do little to rectify it. i cannot say...
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pyrate:
I wish you would come to Louisville, I want to meet you
nilloh:
very existentialist ideas. I agree though everyone has a choice, and everyone contrls there lives. SO if something is bothering you, change it. If youi don't like something that is going on in your life then change it, only you run your life..at least that is how I think, I made a huge post about my philosophy of lifew a few weks ago, I could link it if your interested in reading it. 
i saw MCR last night. it was fun until some roadie started hitting on me and trying to kiss me. then he got mad when i went to talk to gerard and called me a groupie. fuck that. but i didn't have a pass and i walked right in and backstage like a good little groupie. sike. i guess when you wear a short skirt...
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mle:
yay for SGness. mmm short skirt. 
kinkerbelle:
hi
my vacation is almost over. i am bummed. i am broke. i need something fun to happen before i asplode. i dressed up like a catholic school girl today and had sex on a kitchen counter. it was hot stuff. my head hurts and i'm hungry. am i whiney or what?
i need to watch the movie "nowhere". that would make me feel better.
i...
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i need to watch the movie "nowhere". that would make me feel better.
i...
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m69:
Florida in March...NYC in April...and then Winnipeg and Montreal for a tat 2 weeks ago. I hear ya on the no money thing.
Good luck on the new set. It'll be hard to beat your last one.
Good luck on the new set. It'll be hard to beat your last one.
ash:
I havent heard of that movie before ... whos in it?
Thank you all so much for the kind words and comments!!! You don't understand how much it makes me smile. Thank you so much again. I am so humbled by all this...
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makishart:
Hello baby
Holy shit my set went up. I had a feeling it would be soon!
I thought this would be fitting:
Now the partys over
Im so tired
Then I see you coming
Out of nowhere
Much communication in a motion
Without conversation or a notion
Avalon
When the samba takes you
Out of nowhere
And the backgrounds fading
Out of focus
Yes the picture changing...
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I thought this would be fitting:
Now the partys over
Im so tired
Then I see you coming
Out of nowhere
Much communication in a motion
Without conversation or a notion
Avalon
When the samba takes you
Out of nowhere
And the backgrounds fading
Out of focus
Yes the picture changing...
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inkofthesoul:
i love your set!!!! 
lavidity:
wow and YAY
I didnt know that another girl from Kentucky was going up
You're more then welcome to stop by for the Halloween Party im having
and um maybe i'll talk to you later...
wow and YAY
I didnt know that another girl from Kentucky was going up
You're more then welcome to stop by for the Halloween Party im having
and um maybe i'll talk to you later...
he reaches through me and pulls out my hidden self
he touches me in a way no one else can
he unlocks my reservations
he destroys me at every chance
he ruins me with simply a word
he smears every color of my life
it is he
the boy with angel eyes, angel face
that tortures the day with a taste of heaven
it is...
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he touches me in a way no one else can
he unlocks my reservations
he destroys me at every chance
he ruins me with simply a word
he smears every color of my life
it is he
the boy with angel eyes, angel face
that tortures the day with a taste of heaven
it is...
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avalon:
I did write it. All I do is write. If I don't credit it to someone, it is my own work.
s1nister:
Hey ....your set is beautiful and I love your poem!!!