I really hate it when my mom and I fight.

I have gotten so much better with my rage since I started my medicine

but sometimes I get really upset and turn that rage into a ball of violence and aggression. It is very rare and has only happend a handful of times in my life but when it does I am very dangerous. I have never harmed another human being physically. I have however emotionally terrified the individuals who cause this extreme reaction in me.

Once I wasn't allowed to call home at camp. The councilers ignored me and my constant pleas to call home. So I calmly walked up to the waterfountain in the dining hall and ripped it off the wall and threw it through the picture windows that looked out onto the lake. Needless to say I got to go home and go to counciling