avaadora

For those of you who have been wondering where iv been, well i don't have much of a story behind it. only thing that comes to mind as of why i haven't been visiting the site as of lately are two things

1. laziness, iv been feeling pretty blah lately. nothing is really wrong in my life. my new job as been amazing, and i feel much better about work and what i do for a living, i finally feel like i have some what of a career, rather than just a job, hell I'm pretty excited because down the road ill be able to say i have a sufficient amount of computer experience, and a very well rounded understanding of retail.

2. i been feeling pretty low about the my last two set. for many reasons, i know the photography is not perfect, and working with our surroundings and conditions of the location i feel it was pretty good. iv been a member of this site to long enough to know whats up to par and whats not. And in the back of my mind i knew it just wouldn't cut it....
(Ronintally, please don't take it personal, by no means am i knocking you in anyway, your photography is getting better and better with every set)

I've been really trying not to take this personal, but some times i cant help but feel maybe its my look, maybe i am just not whats, because lets face it, I'm not drop dead sexy, omg shes so freaking hot sorta gal.
i take pride in my natural features, and I'd like to think i have more of a natural kinda gal.

i had allot of perfect pin up type of pose, and shots...
i mean look at this one, perfect pin up form...just issues with lighting...



maybe some day


Any way, by no means do i wanna give up just yet... I just lack the energy of going out and looking for photographer who can meet the standards of this site....


I got a couple new tattoos added to my NMBC sleeve....




i only have a small amount of space left until its time for filler, and color in between. if i had to guess it should be 100% completed by the end of the year... (iv made it so i have one apt a month until its finished)

My niece was born last month.! shes such a cute little baby girl! cant wait to see who her looks take after...hope its my side of the family..te,he


Last months Annual OSS Zombie walk was a blast, although i didn't dress up this year i still had allot of fun. Instead i had my little 7 year old cousin dress up... hands down the best freaking Zombie child ever. As soon as he got the makeup on he transformed into a flesh eating monster, without me even egging him on.. amazing what some makeup can transform you.



well its been awhile since iv showed my face...i still have one...lol see






Wouldn't it be a super amazing cool outa this would set idea to shoot at a zoo?
i think it would...lol. i would love to get naked and flaunt it next to this handsome fellow

Or hang out with this guy underwater.... ?


to bad it would be crazy illegal to try and pull it off

ether way i need to come up with a really fantastic set idea, and find me a super good photographer ASAP,
Cause I'm feeling super sexy at the moment