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Cleveland Ohio. born and raised

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Monday Nov 30, 2009

Nov 30, 2009
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Picture of me after i did my sets with Ronintally i totally wanna tell you guys where we shot at, but i want it to be a surprise.... keep this in mind, its a local club in Cleveland Ohio area, but ill just keep it to myself for now.... te,he,he.





now for me feelings...




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.well all i can say is i am tired, worn out and jaded at the moment. the Christmas season makes me sick! i hate it..... bah hum bug, call me the grinch cause that's who a am this time of the year.
i work in retail, so all i see every day are people rushing in and out, trying to find the best deals, spending loads of cash, and i come across lots of over shopped customers, who are wiling to rip someone's head off to get the last item on the shelf.. i makes me sick!

the lack of daylight makes me sorta upset, i go to work and the sun's coming out, i get home from work and the sun's going down. i feel like i live in darkness all day long... grrr

well all i can say is i am tired, worn out and jaded at the moment. the Christmas season makes me sick! i hate it..... bah hum bug, call me the grinch cause that's who a am this time of the year.
i work in retail, so all i see every day are people rushing in and out, trying to find the best deals, spending loads of cash, and i come across lots of over shopped customers, who are wiling to rip someone's head off to get the last item on the shelf.. i makes me sick!

the lack of daylight makes me sorta upset, i go to work and the sun's coming out, i get home from work and the sun's going down. i feel like i live in darkness all day long... grrr



if ya wanna read my rant open it yo!


on another note of the musical kind, i find myself upset about how one of my all time favorite bands, sold out
and lost there unique sound... Mushroomhead.... i miss the old stuff, i miss the show, and the feeling id get when i was deep in the crowd, being suffocated, but loving every second of it.

the last show i went to we ended up in a fight, with some random guy, with no manners. he learned his lesson though wink (dont fuck with a crazy chick, and epically one who has there guy around to back them up)
anyway, shows used to not be like that, for years id go and guys/girls where in it together, it was about the show... oh well, ill never get that time back.
ill never hear another new track with jmann on vocals, ill never hear that unique sampling again.. its time to let it go.... "never let it go" yeah right....whatever

and now i am stuck with this



people see this tattoo and say the the dumbest things, like, "oh my cousin hangs out with the drummer" or " i am related to so and so" hell just last week some guy said, you "know (insert girl name here)? yeah i live next door to here, and she goes out with stitch... like i give a rats ass, there people just like you and me,
i liked the music, i was never in it to know these people personally.

grrr.... i need a way to fix my tattoo, add something to it,so i can define the the older stuff, that my tattoo represents. because right now i am sorta ashamed off it. any suggestions?


and while i am on the topic of music i wanna tell everyone how much i love the band cold

cold has been such a influence in my life. and to top it off they are such a great group of people. they really respect there fans, and are willing to do anything for us. and that makes them so much better....

anyone a fan of that band? please tell me some one loves them as much as me...?
(and to top it off, iv got the biggest crush on scooter ward) his voice just melts me




i could go on forever about how much i love this band, and what they mean to me...
but i can die happy because i got to talk with scooter for a few minutes, and i told him just how much his music helped me... and how it means to the world to me.... i am sure he hears it all the time, but i had to tell him.... i felt like such a fanboy, but i was a dream come true

just look at my face, you could tell i was so excited to meet him.. i am such a sappy dork




so my question for you is...
are there any bands, or band you adore, a band you have held so close to your heart, a musician who has changed your life....?

are there any bands, you now hate due to a major change they made?

and are you stupid like me put something permanent on your skin that ya know sorta regret?


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Dec 21, 2009
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how is your life!?!? i miss seeing you about!
Dec 28, 2009

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