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Cleveland Ohio. born and raised

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Wednesday Aug 05, 2009

Aug 5, 2009
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(edit) still bored as hell....but took this quiz..
personality test
it said i am a creepy loner...
.and yep it its me to the T....
sorta creeped me out the way it pegged me. im gonna try it again to see if it matches...give it a try yo


So i am bored as hell, got the house all to my lonesome for the next 4 days, due to the Gathering of the retards...i mean juggalos...te,he....

you see, my man James, hes into that sorta stuff and he decided like he does every year to go to the gathering.
As for me, i hate that music, and i couldn't imagine spending 4 days surrounded by that kind of music and those people. although a few decent people will be playing the fest this year, including MC.Chris!!!!!!!! (love that guy to death, i guess money talks, cause i cannot imagine him appealing to the majority there)

So like always i turned down a free ticket to the gather so i can stay home by myself and do nothing. yay.....

i feel so out of place, and so alone when James isn't around. In our four years together he has really became apart of me, one i cannot go with out. Now i have nothing to look forward to when i get home from work, and nothing to look forward to before i go to bed wink

i am such a sap...deep down inside, i am just a little girl with abandonment issues.

Does anyone eals get this way? frankly i feel some what crazy due to the loneliness i feel when hes not around. i am super attached.

on a brighter note, ill be doing up some dreads tomorrow, on sageroxxx...
my poor fingers will be so sore...its a long process.... ill be sure to take pictures...seeing is how iv never really taken any pictures of my work before
these are the ones i did on myself years ago



welp off to the park now to take my mind off james...by hanging out with his brother, and my gal amber...outie
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morella:
I understand what you mean about being alone. I think that is why I own so many animals!! I mean I love animals, but I have too many and i think that they distract me when I am alone....

Yeah cleveland....woo...love it.. hahaha.. at least I know there are some awesome ppl here. biggrin
Aug 12, 2009
tallahassee:
well thanks for that, i just might have to take you up on that. i'm about to be doing interviews for a roommate soon and i'm reeeeally not looking forward to that at all. i have a feeling it's going to stress me out all over again.

haha that's exactly how i feel about it. and she kept asking me until i hid in my room "am i bothering you? am i bothering you? is everything ok? am i bothering you?" and i really wanted to tell her the truth, but i'm too nice for my own good sometimes so i just couldn't do it.

but you said your membership might be ending? did you want another way to keep in contact or anything?
Aug 14, 2009

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